between his fingers. âI donât know how else to deal with this, Blondie. Itâs either joke with you or give in to the anger that someone would hurt you.â âI used to love my body,â she said, because Max was the first person sheâd met whom she didnât know from before the accident. âI was more than a little vain about it, and I was mean about people who didnât take care of themselves. Iâve been struggling with the fact that maybe this is some kind of cosmic payback for that attitude.â He shifted the papers on his desk. âI donât believe in things like karma. I think we make our own. No matter where we start or what kind of baggage we are dragging with us, itâs how we handle the present that defines us.â âI hope youâre right. But Iâm struggling, Max. Youâre the first man to look at me and make me forget that Iâm not who I used to be. And that frightens me, because we both know that this isnât ever going to go beyond an affair.â Max left his desk area and joined her on the low couch toward the front of the plane. She didnât have a magazine and thought about pretending to go to sleep but knew Max wouldnât fall for it. She wasnâtsurprised when they reached their cruising altitude and he unfastened his seat belt and hers. âTake your sweater off.â âNo.â âThe only way youâre going to get past it is to stop viewing your body as something abhorrent.â âI donât think seeing it in broad daylight is going to help.â âHow about seeing it through my eyes?â he asked, stretching his arm behind her and drawing her into the curve of his body. He was big and strong. Solid in a way so few men in her life ever had been. She stared at Max, afraid for a minute to trust him. Okay, she was afraid to trust herself. Sheâd been serious when she mentioned the fact that all they had between them was the possibility of an affair. Max wasnât a forever kind of guyâ¦at least not for her. âTrust me,â he said. Strangely she wanted to. Sheâd never have left Vegas with any other man sheâd known only twenty-four hours. There was something very trustworthy about Max Williams. âI think I do. But the last man I trustedâ¦â âDid this to you?â He slipped his hand under the layers of her clothing and traced over her scars. âIâm not sure about this,â she said, grasping his wrist and trying to stop him from moving any farther up her body. From discovering the extent of her scarring. âTell me what happened.â She took a deep breath. No one knew the whole truth. Sheâd been too embarrassed ever to utter the words My ex-boyfriend is stalking me. The words appeared in her headâ A guy I dated over a year ago never got over me. And one night when I went into my dressing room, he was waiting. We had a fight and heâ¦heâ¦stabbed me. Several times. He left my face alone because he said it was my body that I loved and worshipped. But they made her feel dirty and guilty and she couldnât say them out loud. Especially to Max, who was all that was sophisticated and polished. For Godâs sake, the man took her to breakfast in another state. How could she say that her own vanity had driven an ex-boyfriend to come after her? She couldnât. She liked Max. She wanted him to like her, to think that she was worth this trip to the beach on his Learjet. He framed her head with his hands and leaned down, kissing her with exquisite gentleness and making her doubts fall away. She wrapped her arms around him and laid her head on his shoulder. Then quietly told him the story of the night that had changed her life.  Max knew that it would take more control than he had at the moment to conceal his anger from Roxy. The quiet rage that had grown as she spoke in thatsoft, hesitant voice. He