but took hold of my wrist. Her grip was tight, and I didnât know if I could pull free.
âDid you hear that, Albert?â she said.
He was laughing. âI heard him.â
âSteep donuts.â
âYou sending him out?â said Albert.
She was laughing now, and she began to move again to the music. âI was never to send Daniel Atkins out,â she said.
And then she put the money away and let go of me. She handed over the donuts.
So, we had some donuts and some beer, and I was feeling all right. Merrill helped my brother out of his chair, helped set him on the couch. She leaned him back till his head was lying on a pillow. Then she slipped his shirt off, turned him over. In the hospitals Iâd seen the nurses do this a hundred times. He had his eyes closed, and it seemed that his face held some troubled thought. I could barely make it out in the candlelight. It sent a chill down my shoulders. He reached back, and she took his hand.
âThereâs a blanket,â said Merrill. âOn the bed in the room. When you get it, bring me the brush on the nightstand.â
âMe?â I said.
âYes you, Daniel Atkins.â
So I went in there and got the blanket. And I got the brush. On the stand there was a picture of two teenagers. One was spot-on for Merrill, and she and a boy were leaning against a fence. The boy she was with was good-looking, and he held an old-time pocket watch in his open palm. He was looking at that watch like it was the most curious thing. The younger Merrill looked delighted. I picked up the picture and checked the hallway. I studied that watch in the picture. I was wondering what was so curious about it. I wondered if the boy was just performing for the camera. I was getting pretty drunk. A minute, and I set the picture back as best as I could.
In the den I gave Merrill the brush, and she looked at the blanket and said, âGo on.â So I sat back in the chair and pulled the blanket over me. I took the last swig of a beer and put my feet up on the table.
âWhere do you live during the week?â said Merrill.
âMe?â I said.
âYes you. I donât want to talk to this fool brother of yours.â
âHey,â said Albert.
âHey,â said Merrill.
âWith my Ma,â I said. âUp in Raleigh.â
âAre you in high school yet?â
âNext year,â I said. âIf some things start to go right. Iâve missed some time lately.â
She nodded. âWeâve all got things to take care of. Albert has told me some about you.â
âA little,â said Albert.
âWhat does he say?â I said.
Merrill was sitting next to him, and she poured some clear, scented oil onto her hands. Then she rubbed it into Albertâs back. âYouâre a hell of a bowler,â she said. âThatâs him talking. What else? Bowlingâs a good start. Someone takes something up, they should be good at it. Youâre a swimmer, and you work nights at a restaurant. Dishes, right?â
âBoring,â I said.
She rubbed the oil into his shoulders, down his spine. âWell he didnât tell me that part. Hereâs one. You order your clothes on hangers, light to dark.â
I smiled at that. âWhich way?â
She considered. âLight on the left.â
âWrong.â
âIâve got to keep closer attention,â she said. âNow Iâve got to make up for it. When you were younger you had a duck who you thought was your girlfriend.â
I sat up at that. I looked at my brother. âAlbert!â I said.
He opened his eyes and looked up at me. They were both laughing.
âBe careful what you ask,â said Merrill.
I tucked the blanket up to my neck. âShe was just my friend.â
And that set them to laughing more. I let them ride that out. I wasnât going to say another word. I looked over at the mice, and for some reasonI
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