backpack in the backseat and the sun comes outâsame moment, literally, and I throw my head back and arms out and laugh. People are staring and I drink that in too, because Iâm Janie Vivian and Iâm alive .
I open my eyes and I see Micah, immediately, two rows across and halfway down the lot. His grin turns all blushy when I catch him, and he tries to turn away but I grab our soul and tug, hard, and his eyes snap back to mine.
âRace you,â I mouth to him, and heâs already in his car because twin telepathy, duh.
âCheater!â I yell as I dive into my car. People are staring, so who cares? Who cares if Iâm loud? We are young and free and careless. We are laughing and reckless and us .
(Not that they know that. They just think Iâm crazy and too liberal with exclamation marks, and theyâre totally right.)
Heâs out of the parking lot before me, but I still have the advantage, because my car probably wonât fall apart if I drive over fifty. Micahâs car proves that miracles are real every time it starts. Also, heâs going to slow down at the crosswalk because he doesnât want to run over the middle schoolers. Not that I want to, of course, but natural selection was coming for the slower ones, anyway.
(Kidding! Mostly.)
But he does stop at the crosswalk and I floor the gas pedal, and sure, the crossing guard doesnât scream after him, but heâs not winning anymore either. I roll down the windows and flash loser back at him as I tear through the town, past the tutting grandmothers (one of whom might be mine? I go by too fast. Oops) and the cross country team and the new Moms Who Walk club. My tires set the road on fire and my laughter tickles the sun, and two minutes and thirty-seven seconds later, Iâm braking hard and skidding to avoid driving straight into the Metaphor.
I leap out of the car and spin around, ready to do mytouchdown dance in Micahâs losing face, butâwhere is he? Ugh. I knew his car was going to give out. Whatâs the point of a glorious victory if no oneâs there to witness it?
So I sit down against the Metaphor to wait with all the calc notes I didnât take. I shove a few more rocks in my pockets and lean back, and slowly, the Metaphor starts to swallow me. I tilt my head back and smile at it. âI love you too,â I say.
And I do, truly, madly. We found the Metaphor when we were ten. It was early in the summer and we werenât supposed to leave the neighborhood, and we didnât really , if you think about it. The signs at the town limits say WELCOME, NEIGHBOR in a font that looks a little too close to Comic Sans, but if everyone is a neighbor that must mean that all of Waldo is just one neighborhood.
Micah was hesitant and sweetâ ugh , so many feelings for ten-year-old Micah. He was floppy-haired and shy and freckly and awkward and newly bespectacled and he just wanted to stay in the backyard, and it was my duty as a citizen of the earth to show him how big it was. (And it still is. The earth is awfully big. Iâm going to see all of it) We rode our bikes through evil old Ms. Capaldiâs lawn and down a few roads and took a few turns and then we were at the quarry like magic.
Everyone warns you about the quarry. So a few (dozen)people have died and disappeared hereâwhy does that matter? Itâs beautiful here. Sometimes itâs so still that you can feel the earth revolving.
I didnât see that, at first, or feel it. The first thing I saw was the Metaphor, which wasnât the Metaphor yet. (It would be in about a minute. Patience, grasshopper.)
Itâs big enough to block the quarry, which is enormous. Letâs just willfully disregard that just about anything would have blocked out the quarry to my barely four-foot eye level. It really is huge. At least (or almost) two stories tall on good days, probably. Itâs made up of all of the leftover rock scraps
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