Total War Rome: Destroy Carthage by David Gibbins

the same time: dreading it because it might break the bond between him and Julia, welcoming it because it might help to suppress the feelings he had for her which could threaten his career. Metellus had been betrothed to Julia since she had been a small child, and he was Scipio’s second cousin on his mother’s side.
    Scipio himself was enmeshed in social obligations; he was the son of Aemilius Paullus of the gens Aemilii but also the adoptive son of Publius Cornelius Scipio, eldest son of the great Scipio Africanus, who was also Scipio’s great-uncle on his mother’s side. He had been given up for adoption only because he had two elder brothers, and because the third son was never accorded the same privileges in his career; without adoption he would never have been poised to become a military tribune as he was now. It had been a huge honour to be adopted by the son of Scipio Africanus, but it had come with the burden of his own betrothal to Claudia Pulchra of the gens Claudia, a girl he profoundly disliked who hardly lived up to her cognomen, yet whom he knew was counting down every day with bated breath until his eighteenth birthday and the formal beginning of the marriage rites. Every time that he and Fabius had to go near her house on the Esquiline Hill they made elaborate detours to avoid being spotted from the bower where she sat with her slave girls overlooking the city, looking forward to the kind of future doing the social rounds and scheming with the matrons of the other gentes that Scipio dreaded far more than the worst enemy on the battlefield.
    But to go against these obligations, to pursue his feelings for Julia, would be to betray the memory of Scipio Africanus and the trust of his own birth father, to risk being outcast and losing everything. Once, when he and Fabius had been lying side by side at night on the slopes of the Circus Maximus, staring at the stars and sharing a flagon of wine, Scipio had confided his feelings for Julia to him, had shown him the amulet and had talked of his frustration. He had told him how he imagined a time when as a victorious general he would throw off the shackles of Rome and take her with him, but they both knew that in the cold light of morning it could be little more than a dream; even if it came about it could only be many years ahead when Scipio would be a battle-hardened soldier and his love for her might be a distant memory. Fabius knew only too well what was at stake for Scipio, how the career he was watching unfold would be driven by knowledge of the sacrifice he was making to honour his father and the elder Scipio, and to satisfy his own burning ambition to lead the greatest army Rome had ever seen back to Carthage to finish a conflict that could still threaten to destroy their world.
    Fabius had stopped earlier that morning in the Forum and looked at the consular fasti, the list of the names of past consuls who represented all of the great patrician gentes of Rome, the forefathers of the boys in the academy. He remembered the first time he had overheard the Greek professors in the academy lecture the boys about morality: they must have courage, and they must have fides, be true to their word, and be temperate in their personal lives. He had smiled to himself when he heard that; he had seen what the boys got up to at night in the taverns and the brothels around the Forum. But that was before he had met Scipio. He was able to fight and brawl like any of them, and relish it; Fabius knew that only too well from his first encounter with him years before in the back alleys by the Tiber. But Scipio did not indulge in the vices like the other boys. It was as if something were restraining him, holding him back. Fabius knew from studying the fastes that Scipio was the noblest of them all, a boy whose birth gens was elevated enough but whose stakes were stacked even higher by being adopted into the family of Scipio Africanus, a name that still sent tremors