again without drinking any tea.
She seemed more frightened than grief-stricken. Her delicate hands came up and thin fingers hooked her hair behind her ears. With her ears showing, she looked ten years younger. She pulled a Kleenex from her pocket, dabbed at her eyes, and smiled a shy apology.
âYour English is perfect,â I said.
âIt has to be. I work as a translator.â
âAt the consulate?â
âI would never work for them. I work at the university, helping Chinese students with their English. And at the UIC Medical Center, translating for Chinese patients.â
âWas Stevenâs English as good as yours?â
âNo, he wasââ She stopped herself, formulated a new answer. âHis English was fine. His accent was more pronounced and his vocabulary limited, but he was fluent.â
I said, âThe police file indicates that Steven did not have a history of mental illness.â
âThatâs correct. Nothing until about a month beforeâ¦â
âDo you have any idea what might have triggered it?â
âNo.â
âWas he on any medications? Prescription, over-the-counter, recreational?â
âNone. Nothing.â
âAny idea why he focused on Joan Richmond?â
âNo, and I doubt that there was a reason. He was ill.â
âDid you know Joan? Were you friends?â
âWe never met.â
âReason I ask, I was reading through her old e-mails, and she asked Steven to give you her best regards.â
âWell, I, umâ¦we spoke on the phone a few times, when she called for Steven.â
âDid that happen often?â
âJust a few times. Steven often brought his work home with him.â
âYou mean his work at HM Nichols, or when they worked together at Hawk River?â
Her eyes darted away. âI donât know what you mean.â There was a tremor in her voice.
âSteven worked on contract for Joan at a company called Hawk River, about a year ago. This doesnât ring a bell?â
She didnât answer me, just stood up and disappeared into the kitchen again. She was gone for a few minutes and then returned with a small glass of what looked like sherry.
âI understand this is a very bad time for you and your daughterââ
âMy daughter cannot even step inside this house anymore. She barely eats, suffers nightmaresâ¦. Sometimes I donât think sheâll ever smile again. So do not pretend to understand. You may be able to come in here and ask me questions Iâve already answered, but do not talk about my daughter.â
Amy Zhangâs attitude had changed, but it had changed before I mentioned her daughter and my spidey senses were now tingling. Yes,she was frightened and maybe I was a scumbag for inserting myself into her life while her grief was so fresh. But there was something wrong about her. Something very wrong.
âSo you never heard of Hawk River? Thatâs odd. Your husband worked there for seventeen weeks.â
âI know very little about computers. Steven and I did not talk about his work. He was self-employed. I donât know the names of the companies he worked for.â
She was lying. And she was scared. I let the silence build. Her hands were clasped together in front of her chest and she squeezed them together so tight that I thought her fingers might snap like twigs.
âPlease,â she said, âwhat do you want me to say? I said everything right.â
Said everything right?
âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âItâ¦itâs nothing. It, I justâ¦I said everything right. I told you, I told you everything I know.â Her hands unclasped, clasped again. She couldnât look at me. Her performance was falling apart and she knew it. âI told you everything I know,â she repeated. âIf itâs not good enough, I canât help that.â
âAre you in some kind of trouble,