fueled a long-abandoned plan I had when I first moved in.
Run away.
It would be so easy. I had plenty of cash saved up. Something deep inside me whispered. Was that the real reason I read minds at school? A way out? But where would I go, and how long would I last? I was fifteen and still didnât have my license, let alone being able to afford a set of wheels of my own. Dean drove me everywhere, and considering how dinner had just played out, he wasnât an option.
Moving back to my bed, I leaned back onto its sea of strewn blankets, but I didnât dare close my eyes. Tonight I was sure I would have little to no sleep. I hated this. I was tired of fighting and losing. What I needed to do was something for myself.
The idea I had now flooded my head and I made a decision.
I was leaving.
Chapter Sixteen
WITH MY SWEATSHIRT ON, I slid open my bedroom window. The warmth of my breath swirled in front of me. I drew up the hood of my sweatshirt and stretched out my leg onto the roof of the house, but froze. I had to be committed to this. If I was going to do it, I had to follow through and not wuss out.
Steadying myself, I grabbed the shingles of the roof and pulled my other leg out into the night. Iâd done it. I had made it to the roof. Great.
Was it smart to avoid Rick and Tracy like this? Would I be able to convince Dean, or would he turn me in again? More and more questions attacked my mind as the wind picked up.
Then I heard a noise, a sharp thwack from below my perch. It came again and again and then finally a crack. I knew exactly what it was. Dean was blowing off some steam, just as I knew he would be.
The weather was perfect for it, and Dean used the time to gather his thoughts. It was a sort of solitude for him, chopping wood out in back of the house, a labor by choice to focus on something other than the moment at hand.
I took a quick step over to the porch roof and stopped. From there I could see the silver edge of the business end of the axe aimed up and then disappear from sight. The sound that followed was a quick thud that would make trees scream.
Moving across the porch roof quickly but quietly, I drew closer. I could hear Dean breathing. He wasnât mumbling to himself or cussing up a storm, like I had been ready to do. He was calm and simply letting the breath flow out of him with every overhead swing.
I let my feet dangle from the edge of the awning. Dean was positioned with his back to me, his work illuminated by a few floodlights that shone from the side of the house. Thick steam came off the top of his head in the growing darkness of night.
I watched Dean work. It made me regret my words to him. Here I was, ready to run away from my problems, and here was Dean. Doing what? Chopping wood outside. Iâm not saying I wanted to start laying bricks or anything, but this guy wasnât feeling sorry for himself or stewing about the situation. He was coping with it in his own way. I was sure that in maybe ten minutes heâd quit, and, like he always did, try to talk things out with me. The least I could do this time was start the conversation.
I waited for Dean to relax and not be mid-chop when I called out to him. No sense in startling him and making an emergency room visit, although the thought did play over in my mind. I still couldnât believe he had blurted out and told his parents about my nosebleeds. I could feel my body start to tense up. Taking a deep breath, I let it go.
âYou know, if you ever quit baseball, Iâm sure lumberjacking is in your future.â
Dean did jump at the sound of my voice. See? Body parts wouldâve been flying.
âHoly crap, dude. Iâm chopping wood, for goodnessâ sake.â
âI know. I waited.â
Dean shook his head and leaned the axe against a fresh pile of stacked wood. His breathing was heavy, and his words puffed out like a chimney. âWhat are you doing up there?â
I shoved myself off the roof
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