I find myself outside the strange house in the coolness of a pine forest with my backpack slung over my shoulder. The pine scent lingers in the air and I can hear the faint sound of music from far away. This dream is different somehow than others I have experienced. I am walking on a tangled trail in the woods on a full-mooned night. A memory from a night in my home town pushes its way to the front of my mind. I can hear the far off sound Fourth of July festivities, kids screaming on carnival rides and even the sounds of fire crackers in the distance. The trail narrows and I push aside limbs and prickly vines that are interwoven among the tree branches. All of a sudden I walk out of the trees and find myself in Gig Harbor. The night is warm and has the magical feel that are reminiscent of most small town festivals. I am walking down the hill, along the rows of small restaurants and people sit outside on patios sipping wine and sharing the latest gossip. I can see the carnival rides at the bottom of the hill in the parking lot that stretches out along the waterfront. The bright lights of the parachute ride cast magical lights on the dark water of the Puget Sound. The small town is teeming with visitors. College kids from the University Of Washington have made their way across the Sound by ferry and people from several adjoining towns have turned out to enjoy the festivities. A local band is playing the latest songs and some high-school kids are hiding behind a shed smoking and drinking a bottle of stolen wine. One of the voices laughing behind the shed is my own. It’s funny how something that seemed so insignificant can cost you so much. That stolen wine cost me dearly in many ways and as the saying goes hindsight is 20/20. I would be arrested later that night, for theft, as the grocery store had caught me on camera. As if life wasn’t difficult enough for me that summer. I had made a flying leap from the frying pan into the fire. But that’s a whole other story. One that is best left for another time. People are milling around the town and meander from booth to booth. I stop to watch one booth in particular. An older lady with beautiful milkchocolate skin is rearranging her hand crocheted afghan and baby blankets that she makes to supplement her pension. I can see the same old twinkle in her eye when a young couple with a baby stopped to admire the beautiful blankets. They went through the stack and the young couple exchanged glances but the seller missed nothing. “You know, this one has a few flaws and I really shouldn’t be selling it. Would the two of you like to take this one off my hands”? As she spoke she took a lavender and yellow baby blanket and put it into a paper bag . The young woman shook her head and started to speak but June wouldn’t take no for an answer. “You’d be doing me a favor to take this one. It wasn’t meant to come hereand I just can’t see throwing it away”. While she spoke she put the bag in the woman’s hand and went about rearranging her goods. The woman smiled and took the blanket out of the bag and placed it around her baby. “It looks just perfect on your beautiful baby Honey. Thank you for taking it off my hands”, Said June The young couple smiled warmly at June and walked off. Seeing Gramma June brings tears to my eyes. It’s just like her to do something like that. She always thought of other people before herself. I can’t help but grieve for her, even in my dream. The week we were to move into the caves I went to her house and she was gone. The little house was empty and June was nowhere to be found. I searched for her for days and there was no trace. She had just vanished out of thin air and it was all I could do to not disappear myself. I was a mess the day we locked the doors to the caves knowing what was coming. Perhaps the people from the other side took her away. If anyone deserved to be spared it would be