Iâm afraid my brother has given you the wrong impression.â
She let out a puff of air. âI know how gentlemen talk when they are amongst themselves,â she said dismissively. âDonât imagine you can hide it.â
By âgentlemen,â she likely meant men like Richard and Edmund Dalrymple. Ash could just imagine what those worthless parasites would have said about a too-pretty nurse, with her too-kissable lips and that alabaster skin. No doubt thereâd been other indignities visited upon her when theyâd been in residence. That was likely the reason Mrs. Benedict had thought it necessary to establish rules of conduct from the beginning. Neither of those worthless boys had ever understood concepts like honor or consent. Ash felt a current of anger go throughhim, just imagining the importunities that might have been visited upon her. He wasnât like them.
âNo,â he said curtly. âI donât think you know what Iâm like.â
âYou want to take a kiss. You want to take me to your bed. And youâve boasted to your brother that youâll do it. Donât prevaricate, Mr. Turner. You want what every so-called gentleman wants.â
âYou donât know what I want.â His voice sounded hoarse and he found himself looking at her. She was just the right height for himâtall enough that he might simply tip her head back and take that kiss, without even asking.
âOh?â Her voice echoed with scorn.
He stepped towards her. For all her brave words, her eyes widened. But she didnât move when he reached out to her. She stood her ground, her expression stoic, as if his touch were just one more burden to be endured.
What had happened to her, that she didnât even flinch when he touched her shoulders? He ran his finger lightly along the line of her gold chain, tracing it back along her collarbone to the nape of her neck.
âIf this is your idea of a prelude to seduction,â she said haughtily, âall youâve managed to do is make my skin crawl.â
Ash doubted that was true, by the slow change in her breathing. He undid the hook his fingers found in the necklace and slid the chain from her neck. It was heavy; the expected locket came from between her breasts as he pulled the chain. It was a surprisingly well-made piece, ornate and with a hint of aged tarnish that suggested it was an heirloom.
She snatched for it, but he turned swiftly, holding it away from her.
He wondered whose face he might see if he were to undo the catch of the locket. He didnât want to know. If it were Richard, or worse, Edmundâ¦
âGive it back.â She grabbed again.
He fished in his waistcoat pocket with his free hand until he found the bounty heâd received earlier that day.
âThis,â he said holding up the prize, âis the master key to the manor. I received it from Mrs. Benedict just this afternoon. It unlocks every door here. Including, presumably, yours.â
He held it up by its iron shank and slid the gold chain of her locket through the bow made by the sword. When he let go, the key slid down the necklace and clanged against her locket. She jumped. He reached for her hand and piled the whole thing in her palmâchain, locket and key.
âI donât want to take a kiss,â he said. âI donât want to take you to bed.â He closed her hand about the locket, pressing her fingers into it. âI donât want to take anything from you. Do you understand?â
She swallowed and shook her head.
âI want you to give me a kiss. I want you to forget the idiot man who gave you this and then walked away, leaving you alone.â He squeezed the hand that held her locket. âI want you to know that if you donât wish to kiss me, you can rid yourself of me with this simple expedient. Look me in the eyes and say, âAsh, I have no desire to be your sordid love slave.â
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