me.
âYou get seven years for sexual assault, Josh,â I say. âIâm almost sure you werenât planning on spending any time in the can after graduation. Arenât you gunning for that nice theater program in New York?â He grows still. His eyes lock on mine, huge and bloodshot. âWhat you did to Lindsay could destroy her reputation at this school,â I continue. âNot only that, but itâs against the law. Iâm ready to go to the police with this, and Lindsay is totally prepared to press charges. Plenty of people saw you guys leaving that room at the party.â
Iâm bluffing with this last bit, but Josh wonât know any different.
âSo,â I say. âYou wanna hear what I think you should do?â
He nods. He might have whimpered too, but I canât be sure.
âGood. Hereâs what I think you should do. I think that video should just die a quiet death. Without you ever breathing a word about whoâs in it. Stop spreading it. And most importantly, donât even think of doing that to a girl ever again. That shit wrecks peopleâs lives, Josh.â I give his head another smack against the truck. âYou feeling me?â
Josh groans again. Nods.
âYouâre not going to make me go to the cops on this, Josh, are you?â
Whack .
Josh shakes his head.
âAtta boy.â I stare at him for a long moment. Then I give him an extra little push and let go. Suddenly free, Josh grabs his jaw with both hands and moans.
I stand up, resisting a childish urge to kick him.
Instead I turn and walk away without looking back.
Chapter Sixteen
I swing my leg over my bike and start to pedal.
My head is buzzing with all this stuff. My world has been turned upside down in a matter of days. Lindsay has pretty much confessed that sheâs into meâand has been for just as long as Iâve been into her. But sheâs so messed up. Sheâs angry and out of control. Her life is in a monster spiral. Sheâs got naked pictures of herself being spread all around the Internet.
And Iâve just beat the crap out of the guy whoâs responsible.
Everything looks very different than it did a week ago. Life is weird like that.
I decide Iâll head to Lindsayâs house. Iâll tell her something sheâll want to hear: that Josh has promised never to let it slip about it being her in the video. Sheâll be relieved not to have to go to the policeâ even though I would prefer that she did. I want him to pay for what he did.
Although I guess I did make him pay just now. Just a little bit. Iâm looking forward to telling Lindsay about my little meet-up with Josh.
As I rip along the streets, another more important thought hits me: I still havenât told her anything about how I really feel. About her. Iâve been meaning to, but I just havenât found the right time. She has yet to hear the words from me that sheâs probably needing to hear right about now.
That sheâs been needing to hear for, like, months.
As far as I know, Lindsay has no idea that Iâm in love with her.
I pedal faster. As I race toward her house, I imagine how great everything is going to be when I finally tell her how I feel.
When I get to her place, I knock. It feels weird. Before things fell apart, I used to just go straight inside.
No one comes.
I wait for a few more seconds and knock again. Still no answer. I glance at my phone. Itâs 4:18 pm. Lindsayâs dad is still at work. Her mother is probably out shopping. Lorraine loves her afternoons at the mall.
I open the front door.
âLinds?â I call. I know sheâs home. Her car is in the driveway.
No answer. Maybe sheâs on the computer downstairs. I go and look, but sheâs not there.
Maybe sheâs got the laptop in her bedroom.
Thatâs where I find her. But sheâs not on the laptop. Sheâs in bed, asleep. Wow, she must be
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