to Patrick, who glared at her with all that he could muster of adolescent irony. âGee thanks, Mom,â he said, shoving his glasses against the bridge of his nose, ââa Sunday drive to Mt. Ephraim and back. Just what I need.â
Fourteen miles, round-trip. No, closer to fifteen since the LaPortes lived on the far side of town. It was a trip he took five days a week, back and forth, usually on the school bus.
So heâd driven into Mt. Ephraim, and picked up his sister, and yes heâd possibly noticed that something was wrong, Marianneâs smile less convincing than usual, an evasiveness in her eyes, and certainly she wasnât her usual chattery-brimming self, a purely and profoundly and to Patrickâs superior mind often exasperatingly girl-self; but frankly heâd been relieved not to hear about the prom and the party and her âdateâ and her familiar litany of girlfriends Trisha, Suzi, Bonnie, Merissaâhow âfantasticâ the decorations in the gym, how âterrificâ the local band, what a âwonderful, unforgettableâ time everyone had had. And how âhonoredâ sheâd been, in the Valentine Queenâs court. Patrick, a senior, hadnât the slightest interest, not even an anthropological interest, in the frantic febrile continually shifting social lives of any of his classmates. Corinne was disappointed in him perhaps, heâd scarcely known the Valentineâs Day prom was the previous night until the commotion and fuss over Marianne and her new dress, Dad taking Polaroids as usual, and the âdateâ showing upâAustin Weidman in a dark suit that made him look like a funeral director, poor adenoidal Austin who was in fact a fellow senior, a shy frowning nervous-handed boy intelligent enough to have been a friend of Patrick Mulvaneyâs through the years but was not. Patrick simply wasnât impressed with Austin and smiled coolly at him, looked through him. Why? Just Patrickâs way.
Marianne had once complained to Mom, why was Patrick so unfriendly ? so rude ? to her friends? to her friends who admired him in fact? and Corinne had said soothingly, in Patrickâs earshot, Oh, thatâs just Patrickâs way. Which had quite boosted his ego.
So he hadnât paid much attention to his kid sister as he considered her, a year younger, a year behind him in school but light-years distant from him, he was sure, in matters of significance. He may have asked her how the danceââor whatever it wasââhad been and Marianne might have replied murmuring something vague but in no way alarming; adding, with an apologetic little laugh, touching her forehead in a gesture very like Corinneâs, ââI guess Iâm tired. â
Patrick laughed, one of those coded mirthless brotherly laughs signaling So? Heâd tossed Marianneâs garment bag into the back of the Buick where it upended, and slid down, and oddly Marianne hadnât noticed, or in any case hadnât reached around to adjust it. In that bag were Marianneâs new prom dress, her prom shoes, toiletries. Patrick didnât give it a thought.
Why didnât you tell me? Why, as soon as you got into the car? As soon as we were alone together?
Afterward he would think these things but not at the time. Nor did he think much of the fact (he, who so prided himself in his powers of observation) that when heâd turned into the LaPortesâ driveway there was his sister already outside waiting for him. Waiting out in the cold. Garment bag, purse at her feet. Marianne in her good blue wool coat. Just waiting.
In truth Patrick might have felt relief. That Marianneâs best friend Trisha wasnât with her, that he didnât have to exchange greetings with Trisha.
Heâd backed out of the LaPortesâ driveway without a second glance, wouldnât have noticed if anyone had been watching from one of the windows,
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