take three hours on
the treadmill to work off. I come up empty. “It’s OK, Chinese food
isn’t really my thing,” I lie.
Cam gives me a sharp look. “All you do is
eat salad and push food around your plate. Eat a proper dinner for
once. You’ll need the energy,” he adds with a grin.
I shake my head. “I’m not hungry.”
“Yes, you are,” Cam insists. He fills a
plate with noodles, dumplings, and garlic chicken, then points to a
chair at the table. “Sit. Eat.”
“Is that an order?” I shoot back, my temper
flaring.
“Yes.”
I gape. “That’s ridiculous!”
“Are you questioning me?” Cam’s gaze turns
steely.
Suddenly, I feel exhausted. Too tired to go
six rounds over a plate of takeout. “Just give me a break, OK? Not
everything has to be a fight.”
“I’m not doing this to pick a fight.” Cam’s
tone softens. “It’s my job to take care of you—even when you don’t
want to take care of yourself.”
I stare at him in disbelief. Is he for
real?
“What the hell do you think I’ve been doing
with my life?” I demand, my voice rising angrily. “Hours at the gym
every day, counting every last calorie. Blowouts every week,
highlights every month. I do nothing but take care of this body,
and make sure it’s perfect every single second of every fucking
day!”
Cam blinks, speechless for a moment.
I sink down into a chair. “I take care of
myself,” I repeat grimly.
“No, you don’t.” Cam finally speaks. He
gives me a sympathetic look. “You take care of what other people
want from you. Maybe you don’t need to work so hard,” he adds.
“You’d probably be a lot happier if you gave it all up.”
“Wow,” I roll my eyes. “You really don’t get
it, do you? You wouldn’t think I was still so sexy if I started
porking out on Chinese food all the time and totally let myself
go.”
“Believe me, I would.” Cam gives me a
wolfish look. “Now, my order still stands. You have my permission
to let yourself go.”
I look at the food regretfully. “Great, the
one night I get a pass, and you order Chinese.”
He frowns. “You don’t like it?”
“It’s not my favorite,” I shrug.
“So what would you eat, if you could have
anything in the world?”
I pause. “I’d get a thick, juicy
cheeseburger and fries. The works. With an icy cold beer to wash it
all down.”
Cam looks surprised. “I would have figured
you for more a caviar kind of girl.”
I snort. “That fancy stuff isn’t really my
style. It’s easy to keep to a diet when you’re only served haute
cuisine.” It took a couple of years after joining the Ashcrofts for
my tastes to improve, to learn the difference between Velveeta and
gruyere. The first time they served me a salad made by their
personal chef, I didn’t recognize anything but the lettuce.
My stomach rumbles so loudly that Cam
notices. He laughs. “Grab your coat. I know just the place to
satisfy that craving of yours.”
I glance down at my jeans. “I should change
first.”
“Don’t worry,” Cam grins. “None of your
girlfriends is ever going to see you where we’re going.”
TEN: CAM
I’m breaking my number one rule here—and I
don’t care. I never go out in public with my subs: our relationship
is always hidden, contained in the safety of The Underground club
or my apartment. But here I am, strolling down the street with
Isabelle for anyone to see.
“Should we grab a taxi?” Isabelle looks
around.
“No,” I tell her. “It’s just down the
block.”
As we walk along the sidewalk, I can see her
glance over at me, nervous. “What’s on your mind?” I ask.
“This is our first time out together
since…you know. The contract,” she whispers. “How is this supposed
to go? Do I have to do whatever you tell me, even if people are
watching?”
“Relax,” I reassure her. “I’m not going to
order you around tonight, but in general, the same rules still
apply. You should still obey me, we’ll just be
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