30 Pieces of a Novel by Stephen Dixon

and Sage could say, “No, no older man would do that. It has to be one of the jerky boys here, acting old but doing it convincingly. Two of them are studying to be actors, but they’re too nice and sophisticated for that and we like one another, so I know it can’t be them. Maybe one of the busboys who has a crush on me—a couple do, or look as if they do—and he spoke to you in a faux older man’s voice. Or someone not even from here—why didn’t we think of it? Possibly from school, a fellow who has a grudge against me for some reason—a grad student, even—and he knows I’m here and probably having a great time. That’s most likely, and I think I’ve a good idea who it is. Good, I’ve solved it for myself, so you don’t have to be concerned about hiring a personal bodyguard for me,” and her mother could say, “The thought never entered my mind. Both your father and I know you can take care of yourself. But you can understand why a parent would get somewhat worried over such a call, though I gave no hint of it to that ugly man.”
    He buys bread and drives home. His wife asks what he did in town besides photocopying, and he says, “Oh, the copying; I forgot. But why, was I gone so long?” and she says, “Longer, I’d think, than it takes to buy a loaf of bread, if that’s what you have in there, not that I’m accusing you of anything,” and he says, “Ah, you know me. Thought I’d be back sooner after buying the bread”—pulls the Russian rye out of the bag—“but had a coffee at the Pantry; helped myself to a free second cup—you know, but not because it was free. Read part of today’s Times . It was just sitting there; a tourist must have left it. The world, for all the recent developments, is still, I can safely report, much the same. Went to the library to do the copying but got distracted at the seven-day shelf. There wasn’t anything for me, and I also didn’t want to take out another old video there. And then to the bookstore, but there wasn’t anything there I wanted either. Maybe one, but it was a hardcover and too expensive,” and she asks, “What?” and he says, “A novel; it looked good. Slaslo was his name, or Laslo: his first name, and not with a Z. Author I never heard of. But what do you say we go swimming? I still have two hours before I pick up the kids,” and she says, “Good idea, I’ll get ready,” and he says, “Unless you want to do something else, and even then we’d have enough time for a swim,” and she says, “You know me, usually willing. But maybe you could give me a rain check on it. I’ve been housebound for two days and I’m dying to get out.”

The Miracle
    HE LOOKS AT the postcard she must have written last night before she came to bed; her handwriting’s changed from what it used to be a year ago—now it’s squiggly like the old often write and most of it in block letters and in places the ink’s weak and parts of some of the letters are missing and he can hardly read it—and he thinks, Oh, God, if only I had the power to just say, “May she be well again, poof!” and she was well from then on.
    There’s a thump against their bedroom door, the door swings out into the living room, she struggles out of the bedroom pushing her wheeled walker, one shoulder so much lower than the other that her shirt and bra strap have fallen off it, and says, “Back from taking the kids?” and he nods and is about to tell her what their younger daughter said on the way to the camp bus pickup spot when she starts teetering, one of her stiff legs shaking, and he rushes to her, holds her steady till he’s sure she’s not going to fall and her leg’s stopped shaking, pulls her shirt and bra strap onto her shoulder, and says, “Why don’t you use the