secretary calls, tell her to sit tight and that Iâm on my way.... Yes, Iâll see the doctor first. Itâs not just a medical issue, itâs a legal one too. Whatâs this? Whatâs in this bag?...Vitamin powder for the dog? I swear to God ... All right, all right, Iâll give it to her. A work of genius could be written about that dog if only you could find the genius to write it. Donât you have some new novel for her to read?...All right, all right. Iâll call during the day. Weâll be in touch. Donât worry, and whatever you do donât forget to tell the secretary to wait. Gaddi, Iâm off!â Yesterday it rained and gusted today the sunâs beating down how can you expect stability in a country with such weather? The can keep streaming down the hill no one stops to let you in you might think from the rush that people actually work around here they just want to punch in quick so they can go moonlight somewhere eke. Honk you stinking Subaru screech till your brakes burn itâs my road too I pay enough taxes for it. To think that once I went to this school too Iâd kill myself if I had to go back how scared I was of those shitassed teachers but he looks like he actually enjoys it the jaunty way he bounces out of the car. Where are those traffic monitors they promised? Donât tell me young kids have started striking too. Iâll just wait to watch him cross the street. I donât like to think of his walking home by himself with all these crazy cars zooming around. Honk honk your head off you fucking Volvo you just wait till my son crosses the street you bitch if youâre itching to kill some child this morning go find another one than mine. Thatâs it. I canât see him anymore among the children. When theyâre babies you donât feel a thing for them but the older they get the wilder you become about them. Thatâs all life is in the end just a few people no matter how grand no matter how complicated no matter how wretched so spare them a smile if you can. âMorning.â My secretary is huddled by the electric heater small dark and bitter if she goes on like this only the heater will want to marry her. âAre you cold, Levana? And here I was thinking Iâd actually seen a little bit of sunlight outsideâor was I mistaken?â She glances up at me darkly with that look thatâs already driven more than one client away. âFor the forty thousand pounds that I pay you per month plus all the fringe benefits donât I at least deserve one smile in the morning? Or do I have to pay extra for that?â By the time she gets it and gives me a twisted smile I feel sorry for having made fun of her. And itâs only on her good days that she gets one out of every ten jokes that I tell her. When I opened a private practice two years ago after getting fed up with financing a new Cadillac for Mr. Advocate Gordon each year I was advised by those in the know to take an old maid with two years of high school it will cost you less they said and you can be sure sheâll sit faithfully in the office and not run to the doctor every day with a sick baby what they forgot to mention was that you can also be sure of perpetual gloom stuck to a chair a foot away from you and of a big hike in the electric bill. âWas there any mail?â âNo.â That aggrieved tone of voice. They canât forgive us for having rescued them from the caves of the Atlas Mountains and introduced them to civilization. âDid anyone call from the district court to let us know if theyâve set a date for our murder trial?â âNo.â âDid Mr. Goren call to tell us when he sent that check of his that he never sent?â âNo.â âDid anyone call this morning, was anyone in the office?â âNo.â I pay her forty thousand pounds a month to hear her say no all day long. Two hundred