A Life Plan Without You. by Christine Wood Page B

out with me?” Err no your stuck with me
now I’m a Sam limpet, your my angel… I laugh because he is so sweet
and he’s so insecure, but why he’s absolutely gorgeous?
    “I was and am fascinated by you, you have a very cute smile,
which is there for everyone you care about, all the people in your
life I have seen you with adore you and well in Jimmy’s case well
he… He loves you! You it seems bring out the best in me too. The
stupid things I did before I saw you that day, I’ve stopped doing,
I wanted a reason to stop and you became that reason baby. Then of
course, you look way too sexy in your little red games skirt! I
would be lying if I said watching that backside of yours wasn’t a
perk of the job. Your cute in the bakers uniform too, now that’s a
damn sexy uniform, it got a little interesting watching you in the
bakery, were you erm a little chilly sometimes
Michelle?”
    “I was actually and wet, oh gheeze say it as it is Sam! So
you’ve seen my bum and perved over my stupid nipples! Anything else
you could possibly say or do to make my cheeks any redder spit it
out now!” He laughed and kissed me again! I blushed he’d seen me
before I started wearing tee shirts under my whites.
Bummer.
    It was Sam watching me and that put a whole load more
confusion into the mix. He knew where I worked, despite me ‘hiding’
in the back watching him. Clever, the price of bread thing makes
sense now, him asking such a wacky question. Lord he’s good at this
stalking thing; I had seen him in the bakery, but just as a passing
glance, as a customer being served by Debby.
    “I remember that day very well, Mum killed me because my white
expensive hockey socks had to be binned they didn’t come white
enough for her. I had a new dance that night and couldn’t do the
heel, kick, flick shuffle thing in my trainers, but that was just
before my exams last year in mid-November. Sam... How long have you
been watching me exactly?” His reply was not what I was expecting
to hear.
    “Well for months, it’s hard to put dates on all this, as it
became a near full time job in the end, watching him. What with uni
and working, you were the one he watched, and I in turn, got to
watch you too and over time I fell deeper in lust for you. I swear,
I am not a perverted stalker, though I do sound like
one.”
    “What you lusted after me? Oh and please rewind back up there
Sam, to the how long bit, you have been watching who for months,
me?” I was spooked a little.
    “Lusted: as in converted, hungered, longed for or even
desired? No, I had been following Jimmy for months. I didn’t know
he was following you until just two months ago. I know this is
sounding weirder by the minute, and hell I need to explain things,
please Michelle don’t run away? Let me explain and if you still
want to go then well…” He held my hand tighter. “Hopefully it will
become clearer, please, don’t be scared. I’m not a pervert, I
promise.” Suddenly I’m feeling nervous.
    “Sam I know what lusted means, I’m just shocked you have been
having the same lust filled thoughts… And I didn’t mean to say that
last bit either, damn it you got me, I did some lusting too okay?
But seriously, you’ve been watching me, whilst Jimmy watched me
too?” Now, I’m curious and fixing the damn filter because it’s
getting me in trouble! “Why were you watching Jimmy, watching me
Sam? And this better, be good because wow this is kind of creepy
and it isn’t doing a lot for me! When exactly did you start to have
those feelings for me?” Did I now want to know?
    “I fell for you just simply watching you weird I know. Don’t
ask why, because I don’t have a reason why, well besides your
stunning beautiful sexy as hell and funny, so other than those
reasons, there’s just something pulling me to you, perhaps it’s
because you have started my healing process, but it seems to go
deeper than that.
    I didn’t know you were the same girl Jimmy fancied, I