my mother is the horse expert. Suzanne Myers Rodgers. You might have heard of her, or rather, your parents might remember her. She used to compete in shows on both the state and national levels. She was poised for a shot at the Olympics when she met my daddy.â
âAnd?â
âAnd she fell in love and gave it all up, much to the disgust of her old-money-Texas-born-and-raised parents.â
Anderson sat up on his horse. âMyers. As in Houston oil Myers?â
âThe very ones,â Jennifer replied, galloping along beside him. âMy maternal grandparents, although Iâve never met them. They disowned my mother when she left behind college, dressage and the cotillion to marry my father.â
Anderson whistled low. âYouâre kidding me, right? You donât even know your own grandparents?â
âNot on my motherâs side. And my fatherâs parents died when I was in grade school, first my grandmother, then my grandfather a year or so later.â
No wonder she didnât trust anyone. No wonder sheâd fallen away from her faith. The woman was pretty much on her own here. Sheâd tried to tell him that. Sheâd probably tried to explain that to God, too.
Now weâre both here and listening, he thought. He prayed that God would hear Jenniferâs cynical appeals.
âSo you donât know your grandparents and you never hear much from your mother. Thatâs not right, Jennifer.â
She slanted him a harsh look. âSeriously, Ranger-man, I agree itâs not right. But itâs just a way of life for me. Iâm used to it, so donât feel sorry for me, okay?â
âI feel sorry that your uppity grandparents donât have the sense of a goose or the grace that God grants all of us. I feel sorry that your mother is so self-centered andâwhatever she isâthat she isnât here supporting her daughter. I just donât get any of this.â
Jenniferâs expression changed from relaxed to perplexed in seconds. Her anger came through loud and clear in her next words. âThatâs because you have a tight-knit family, Anderson. Youâve never been through the stuff Iâve had to endure. But hey, Iâm okay. Iâm doing just fine on my own. I donât need advice or sympathy from a man whoâs pretty much said he wonât ever give up his job to be a family man.â
âI never said that. I said I love my jobââ
âYeah, well, my dad said that every time he headed out the door. I think youâre the same way.â
He didnât want to tell her she was in serious denial, about her dad, about him and about her own need to be loved. She wouldnât listen to that right now.
âIâm sorry,â he replied. âI didnât mean to be so down on you or your family. Itâs none of my business, anyway.â
âYouâre right, itâs not.â She motioned toward the clearing ahead of them. âThe new pen area is around that bend. Weâve dug a pond and cemented the sides. Part of the chain-link fencing is upâor it was until someone messed with it. The landscaper should be out this week to place the sunning rocks and shade trees as well as the rest of the landscaping.â
And just like that, she shifted gears away from her personal life to her work, showing Anderson that she depended on her work here to help her hide the pain of being abandoned by everyone she loved.
While he couldnât grasp the cruelty of that twist of fate, he could continue to help her and protect her. And he began to understand that while this case had brought him here, God had sent him here for more than just busting up a drug ring. He needed to help Jennifer Rodgers find her faith again. He prayed to the good Lord he could complete that task.
âImpressive setup,â Anderson said, turning to Jennifer with a nod after theyâd tethered the horses on some nearby