thinking about this shit. I need to see if she’s ok. Shoving the door open my heart drops to my stomach. I swallow hard as I take her in.
Cherry is by her side but my eyes are pinned to Jada. She has IV’s sticking out of her body.
“You can’t be here.” Cherry catches my attention as I walk towards Jada.
“Fuck you.” I grit my teeth to keep from slapping this bitch in the face. She probably knew all about what that bastard was doing to her.
“He is coming back. You need to leave.” She starts to get a little louder when Tank walks in quickly and steps around me.
“I’ll deal with him. You take a fuckin’ walk or a seat and let him have a minute.” Cherry’s eyes bug out of her head but she moves away to stand in the far corner.
Stepping up next to the bed, I feel sick to my stomach. I lay my forehead to hers before a tear escapes. I can’t stand to see her like this. Maybe this will be what gets her away from that bastard.
“I ruined you, Jada. I messed up when I left you sweetheart and this is what you became. I’m so fuckin’ sorry, but I can’t be any better. I just need you to know that I fuckin’ love you with everything in me.” Kissing her gently I pull back and look at her perfect face. God, I hope I’m making the right choice walking away again.
Jada
Waking up, feeling like shit. I notice right away, that I’m no longer in the shitty ass clubhouse.
“You’re awake.” Cherry’s voice makes me happy. There is no one else I would want to hear right now.
“What happened?” I swallow, my throat is so dry. Shit I have a horrible headache.
“Kenny gave you something. I don’t know what sweetheart. I’m so sorry.” Cherry moves to grab my hand when a tear escapes my eye. I know shit is getting bad but how do I get out of it?
“It’s not your fault. Has he been here?” Cherry shakes her head which is somewhat of a relief. I didn’t want him in here anyway after what he did to me.
“The other guy was here though. He looked like hell. I think he was shot or something.” Cherry twirls her hair around her finger like she wasn’t sure if she should tell me that.
“Who? What guy?” I sit up slightly which isn’t the best idea as my head swims.
“You need to rest.” Cherry stands and pushes me back down.
“The guy from the Fallen Angel’s. He was here and so was Tank.” My heart leaps in my chest. Creed was here. Why? How? I don’t know what to say.
“What did he say?” Cherry grabs a glass of water from the table and holds the straw to my lips. Drinking water feels like heaven on my throat.
“He was whispering to you. He said he loved you but he couldn’t be any better for you.” The words sting me. I can’t believe that he was here. Wait? She said he was shot.
“You said he was shot? Was he ok?” In a panic she grips my hand again.
“He was walking and talking sweetheart. I think he was ok.” The door flies open and my stomach drops. No, he can’t be here.
“Lookie who’s awake.” Kenny walks towards the bed and my heart hammers in my chest. I don’t know what the fuck he did to me or why but I don’t want to deal with him anymore.
“What did you do?” Tears choke me when I speak. I don’t want him anywhere near me after what he’s done.
“I didn’t do anythin’ darlin’. I made you feel good baby that’s all. You ready to ride out?” I swallow hard when he says that. I don’t want to go anywhere with him.
Shaking my head, I see his smile fall. He’s getting pissed but he wouldn’t hurt me in the hospital, would he?
“I’m not going anywhere with you.” My voice is softer than I’d like but all things considered I think I held my ground or at least tried too.
“You aren’t goin’ with me? You are mine bitch. You are goin’ with me.” His hand grips my hair causing my head to cry out in pain. It’s already swimming and his grip is making it worse.
Bile rises in my throat and I know I’m going to lose
Cherry is by her side but my eyes are pinned to Jada. She has IV’s sticking out of her body.
“You can’t be here.” Cherry catches my attention as I walk towards Jada.
“Fuck you.” I grit my teeth to keep from slapping this bitch in the face. She probably knew all about what that bastard was doing to her.
“He is coming back. You need to leave.” She starts to get a little louder when Tank walks in quickly and steps around me.
“I’ll deal with him. You take a fuckin’ walk or a seat and let him have a minute.” Cherry’s eyes bug out of her head but she moves away to stand in the far corner.
Stepping up next to the bed, I feel sick to my stomach. I lay my forehead to hers before a tear escapes. I can’t stand to see her like this. Maybe this will be what gets her away from that bastard.
“I ruined you, Jada. I messed up when I left you sweetheart and this is what you became. I’m so fuckin’ sorry, but I can’t be any better. I just need you to know that I fuckin’ love you with everything in me.” Kissing her gently I pull back and look at her perfect face. God, I hope I’m making the right choice walking away again.
Jada
Waking up, feeling like shit. I notice right away, that I’m no longer in the shitty ass clubhouse.
“You’re awake.” Cherry’s voice makes me happy. There is no one else I would want to hear right now.
“What happened?” I swallow, my throat is so dry. Shit I have a horrible headache.
“Kenny gave you something. I don’t know what sweetheart. I’m so sorry.” Cherry moves to grab my hand when a tear escapes my eye. I know shit is getting bad but how do I get out of it?
“It’s not your fault. Has he been here?” Cherry shakes her head which is somewhat of a relief. I didn’t want him in here anyway after what he did to me.
“The other guy was here though. He looked like hell. I think he was shot or something.” Cherry twirls her hair around her finger like she wasn’t sure if she should tell me that.
“Who? What guy?” I sit up slightly which isn’t the best idea as my head swims.
“You need to rest.” Cherry stands and pushes me back down.
“The guy from the Fallen Angel’s. He was here and so was Tank.” My heart leaps in my chest. Creed was here. Why? How? I don’t know what to say.
“What did he say?” Cherry grabs a glass of water from the table and holds the straw to my lips. Drinking water feels like heaven on my throat.
“He was whispering to you. He said he loved you but he couldn’t be any better for you.” The words sting me. I can’t believe that he was here. Wait? She said he was shot.
“You said he was shot? Was he ok?” In a panic she grips my hand again.
“He was walking and talking sweetheart. I think he was ok.” The door flies open and my stomach drops. No, he can’t be here.
“Lookie who’s awake.” Kenny walks towards the bed and my heart hammers in my chest. I don’t know what the fuck he did to me or why but I don’t want to deal with him anymore.
“What did you do?” Tears choke me when I speak. I don’t want him anywhere near me after what he’s done.
“I didn’t do anythin’ darlin’. I made you feel good baby that’s all. You ready to ride out?” I swallow hard when he says that. I don’t want to go anywhere with him.
Shaking my head, I see his smile fall. He’s getting pissed but he wouldn’t hurt me in the hospital, would he?
“I’m not going anywhere with you.” My voice is softer than I’d like but all things considered I think I held my ground or at least tried too.
“You aren’t goin’ with me? You are mine bitch. You are goin’ with me.” His hand grips my hair causing my head to cry out in pain. It’s already swimming and his grip is making it worse.
Bile rises in my throat and I know I’m going to lose
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