the grenade. âReset the pin.â
âI thought you werenât afraid to die.â
âI have children in this house.â
Chayyas had her eyes fixed on Shanâs and Shan didnât break the gaze. The matriarchâs grip slackened a fraction, but it still held. And so did Shanâs stare.
You look away firstâyouâre dead . Her old sergeantâs voice spoke up, unbidden: donât step aside, donât blink, donât apologize . Shan had stopped bar brawls just by walking into the room in the right way. But her sergeant hadnât taught her any wisdom that dealt with aliens. She fell back on instinct.
âWe could be here a long time,â said Chayyas.
âIf thatâs what it takes,â said Shan, eyes beginning to water with the effort. Jesus, it hurt. âPunishing Aras wonât serve any useful purpose.â
And then Chayyas blinked, as if distracted by the mention of Aras. She looked away. Shan felt an exultant surge of animal triumph and pulled both hand and grenade clear. For a second she could have sworn she smelled something like ripe mangoesâboth heady-sweet and grassy at onceâfilling the space between them. It took all the effort she could muster to hold the grenade steady enough to replace the pin. The violet lights rippled, exaggerating the tremor.
âThereâs no purpose I can think of,â said Chayyas.
Shan stood up and pocketed the grenade, hoping that the cânaatat would deal quickly with any bruising. She didnât want Chayyas to know how much pain she had put her through. âI want custody of him,â she said, nursing her crushed hand in her pocket.
Chayyas, still seated, was staring alternately at the gun and at Shan. She was holding her fingers tip to tip, flexing them: they were all the same length, with three knuckles in each, giving them an arachnid look. âHeâs your jurej . Take him.â
âWhatâs that? Jurej ?â
âMale.â
âIâm sorry?â
Chayyas blinked flowers. Shan, in control of the universe for a few brief moments, fell back into the confused world of the visiting alien.
âNeither of you can have another,â said Chayyas. âAnd there are no unmated adults in wessâhar society. Heâs your responsibility.â
âHang on, Iâm not sure Iââ
Chayyas was fixed on the gun. âYou wanted our asylum. You behave wessâhar. Therefore you are wessâhar.â She reached her thin many-jointed hand towards the 9mm and picked it up. âThis wonât kill you?â
âSteady on,â said Shan. âThe safetyâs off.â
âAre you afraid?â
The challenge was unintended, she knew, but she couldnât back down. Something foreign and primeval was overriding her common sense. Sheâd seen it too often in drunks, in flashpoint fights, in murders.
âNo,â she said, suddenly completely unable to say that enough was enough and that they should all go about their business.
She had no reason to fear death now. It was lifeâthis out-of-control, alien lifeâthat was starting to scare her.
Chayyas took the gun in her hand, and Shan wondered how she knew how to aim. The she wondered how she knew how to start squeezing the trigger. Something said youâre okay, itâs only pain , and despite all her hard-wired instinct to fling herself to the floor, Shan managed to brace herself before a point-blank shot deafened her.
She fell.
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The isenj city of Jejeno, capital of the Ebj landmass, was all that there was.
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The complete absence of any open space disoriented him. He had grown used to unbroken horizons on
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