The smell of her hair tickled at my nose, like a feather dipped in sunshine. I never knew it could be like this between two people. I want to spend every waking moment with her.
W hen I felt myself fall asleep, I startled awake. I didn’t miss a moment with her. I’m in deep here…way over my head. Is this love? Is it lust? Is it guilt? Hmmm. No, I think it is love. Lust wouldn’t make my heart ache, just my groin. And guilt? I don’t feel bad when I am around her. When I am around my dad, I feel guilt. He doesn’t know the truth about me, and he can never know the truth about Sergio. For everyone’s safety, it’s best they just think I work at his pizza place. They make good food, but it’s really just a front for all the illegal shit Sergio is into. I just can’t figure out what he wants from Danika. If I could, maybe I could get it for him without her knowing or without anyone getting hurt.
Danika talks and makes sounds in her sleep. It is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard. I can’t make out the words, but the sounds are like puppy whimpers or a cat purring. She turned over, putting her back to me. I curled up against her, holding her tight against me. I’ve never slept with anyone before. I’ve come close, but I always darted out before I fell asleep.
I won’t deny that I’ve enjoyed my fair share of ladies. But, I’ve never been the romantic, clingy type. We just enjoyed one another, practiced safe, fun sex and then parted ways. I never considered commitment before. But Danika has changed something in me. Perhaps when the right person comes along, your perspective changes. The person you are transforms in to the person you were meant to be.
Right from that first time I saw her I knew Danika was different. When we spent time together, I realized we had chemistry, but there was so much more than that. There was a connection. I’d never felt that way with a woman’s touch before. The way her eyes seemed to see right in to my soul. It sounds like some sappy script from a RomCom, but it’s true. I‘d wait for her for as long as she asked me to, just as long as I could be close to her in every other possible way, like this, right now.
The sun started to peek through her curtains, thin beams casting soft light on her perfect face. I kissed her neck, just below her ear. She moaned in her sleep and she backed her ass into the crook of my thighs. I damn near lost my mind. I rubbed her arm trying to wake her but she merely murmured in her sleep. I asked her if she needed to go anywhere today and when she mumbled a groggy “no” I felt my body relax. I’d like nothing more than to hold her in my arms all day. I just hope my hard-on was gone when I woke up.
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It was the best dream I ha d ever had. Derek with his arms around me, his warm breath on my neck. He asked me something and I answered, although I don’t recall what was said. Then, I snuggled against him and he tightened his arms around me. I felt his body hard against my back and his erection up against my butt. It was a hot dream. I didn’t want to wake up.
I wanted to slip further into it, and let myself go. I wanted to touch and kiss every inch of Derek’s glorious body, just like I had seen actors do in those movies Sam had me watch. Even in my sleep, I knew my body was ready for him. I didn’t feel fear; I just felt power and energy flowing through me. I couldn’t stop if I wanted to.
“Danika!”
Derek’s voice woke me out of my dream. My eyes flew open and I realized it wasn’t a dream. In my sleepy, hungry fantasy, I had actually done what I thought I was only dreaming of. If he hadn’t had shorts on, I’d have woken up impaled on his hard, thick shaft. I was on top of Derek and even though we hadn’t had sex, I could tell that he was as
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