Deep Surrendering: Episode Eleven

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    “I’m going to get you for this,” he said as he thrust his hips to push himself further into my mouth. I pulled back so I could talk.
    “God, I hope so.”
    He did. Twice.
     

     
    I hated to go back to classes on Monday. I asked Fin what he was going to do all day and he said he was going to be on conference calls, so he’d stay busy. He hadn’t told me much about what was happening with his company, and I didn’t want to pry. It seemed like a sore subject.
    In the way back of my mind, I worried that somehow his father would find us. Even though he was on the run, I was still scared shitless of him. Like he was still chasing Fin. He probably always would be, but now Fin might be able to stand up to him. His father didn’t have any hold over him. No more secrets. No more lies.
    I still hadn’t told Fin everything that had happened with my mother, but I was going to. I just needed to find the right time. He beat me to it Tuesday night at dinner.
    “I feel terrible for not asking earlier, but how’s your mother doing?” I put my fork down and sighed.
    “A lot has happened since you’ve been gone.” Concern stood out on his forehead and he reached across the table for my hand. We were at his place again. I was spending the nights, but I’d go home in the morning before class and then wouldn’t go over to his place until dinner. I wasn’t technically living with him.
    I sighed and told him about Glenna and how my mom’s condition had deteriorated.
    “I never know what I’m going to get. Some days she’s her old self and some days she’s far away. She’s a pain in the ass either way, but it’s easier to deal with her when she’s lucid. She comes up with all kinds of crazy things when she’s out of it.” Sometimes it was a chore just to figure out what the hell she was talking about. Then she’d get frustrated with me and I’d get frustrated and it usually ended with me having to leave the room and take a few minutes to cool down.
    Fin held my hand for the entire story and when I was done, he got up and put his arms around me.
    “I’m so sorry you had to go through that alone. So sorry. I wasn’t there for you.” I hugged him back. This was why I didn’t want to tell him.
    “It’s okay, Fin. You were going through your own nightmare. And I think it’s good I had to face this on my own. It made me grow up and leave all that bullshit between me and my parents behind. We still have our moments, but our relationship is so much better now. That’s messed up, but true.” He rubbed his hands up and down my back and pulled back so he could look at my face.
    “Really?”
    “Really,” I said with complete confidence. “Things with them are good. Or at least as good as they can be. And Glenna is awesome. She was a great support when you were away.” His face fell again, and I reached out to hold his chin.
    “Hey. It’s okay. You were doing what you needed to do. I’m not angry or upset or resentful. Not even one tiny little sliver. I have no regrets. You hear me?” He nodded and I gave him a kiss.
    “I love you, Marisol,” he said after I broke the kiss.
    “I love you, too.” He smiled again and went back to his seat.
    “Maybe I could come with you when you visit your parents. I mean, I’ve already met them once.” I cringed, remembering. That hadn’t been the ideal first meeting and I’d like to forget it if I could.
    “I’m sure Glenna would love to meet you. But it would be better if we did it on a day Mom is lucid. Less confusing for both of you.” He nodded.
    “That sounds good. Just let me know when you want me to come and I’ll be there.” God, I loved him.
    “You’re the best,” I said.
    “No, I’m not. But I can try to be for you.”
    “That’s all I ask for.”

Things were spectacular. And then I ran into Chase at the library when I was returning a book. I’d been avoiding it and studying at Fin’s because I didn’t want to run into him. I

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