for ever at the age of forty-five,â said Esmond, still in a mutter.
âYou had Jenney and Claribel to help you,â said Bernard to his sister.
âYes, I remember Claribelâs arriving to play duenna. But I have the impression that I steered my own course, and more of less that of us all.â
âI was content to observe from a distance,â said her cousin. âI saw no reason to interfere without need. That is not my personal inclination. I am afraid I am not one of the Marthas of the world, popular character though it is. We poor Marys get much less esteem.â
âWell, what did Mother die of?â said Anna, in her blunt manner. âDoes anyone know? Do you know, Father?â
âI could hardly fail to. And you shall know also at some fitting time, if it is still your wish.â
Esmond gave his father a glance of sympathy, a rare if not a unique occurrence.
âOh, donât make me feel as if I were some unfeeling monster, Father. What is there unnatural or unfit in wanting to hear about your own motherâs last illness? It was your business to see that I knew. If anyone had asked me about it, we should have looked a strange family. Why canât I be told in a normal way, instead of being made the victim of other peopleâs self-complacence? And of courseI donât want any embarrassing appointments for the future. I can tell you have been with Aunt Jessica. That is just her touch.â
âIt was a chill that went to the lungs,â said Benjamin, and said no more.
âWell, what could be more ordinary than that?â said his daughter, rising and hastening to the door on some other concern. âI was almost wondering if it were something equivocal. Such mystery-mongering does no good. It gives any kind of impression. There is no loyalty or sensitiveness about it.â
There followed a long pause.
âSo that is the method of dealing with Father,â said Esmond under his breath.
âIt is a pity we are above it,â said Bernard.
âI do not agree with you,â said his brother.
âNo, I think I am glad to belong to the highly-organised part of the world,â said Claribel, bending towards them, âinconvenient though it may be for me and other people.â
Chapter III
âO GREAT AND good and powerful god, Chung,â said Theodora Calderon, on her knees before a rock in the garden, âprotect us, we beseech thee, in the new life that is upon us. For strangers threaten our peace, and the hordes of the alien draw nigh. Keep us in thy sight, and save us from the dangers that beset our path. For Sung Liâs sake, amen.â
âFor Sung Liâs sake, amen,â said her brother.
âGuard us from the boldness of their eyes and the lewdness of their tongues,â went on Theodora. âFor their strength is great, and the barbarian heart is within them. Their eyes may be cold on the young, and harsh words may issue from their lips. Therefore have us in thy keeping. For Sung Liâs sake, amen.â
âSung Li is a good name,â said Julius, as they rose from their knees. âEnough like Son and yet not too much like it. It would not do to have them the same.â
âBlasphemy is no help in establishing a deity,â said his sister, in a tone of supporting him. âAnd the power of Chung is real, though it is only used for those who believe in him. And he would always help peopleâs unbelief.â
âAfter the age of fourteen his influence fades,â said Julius, in a tone of suggestion.
âThen people have to turn to the accepted faith. Their time of choice is past. But the power of the young gods is real for those who are innocent. That would be the test.â
âBut we are not innocent,â said Julius.
âYes, I think we are. Childrenâs sins are light in the eyes of the gods.â
âWe steal things that are not ours, Dora.â
âYes, but
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