closed for a moment. âNot anymore.â His eyes opened. âCheer up, FatherâI may even take HUAC with me.â
Watching Charlesâs expressionless face, John Carey realized with a stab of fear that his sonâs passion had fled, that they were no longer joined even in anger or ambition. He felt suddenly tired. âWell,â he said dismissively, âI canât force manhood on you. But youâre still responsible for editing the manuscripts youâve started. Those can be done at homeâafter that, weâll discuss what else you might do. Considering his mother, it might be good if at least Peter saw you work at something useful.â
âAs you like.â Charles stood, reaching for his coat. He walked to the door, then turned. âClayton Barth still troubles you, doesnât he. You gave him no way out.â
It took John Carey by surprise. âWhy should I have,â he snapped. âThe only person Clayton Barth had the power to destroy was his own son.â
Charlesâs slight smile in the doorway seemed almost pitying. âSweet Jesus Christ,â he murmured, and was gone.
CHAPTER 4
In the months that followed Charlesâs leaving, for the first time in his life, John Carey felt alone.
For seven years, his sons had circled him like strange dogs, bound by their hungers and the scent of his will. Neither Charles nor Phillip knew its terms, how often it had been changed, even whether it existed. Neither asked. Yet its gift of power had drawn the two competing brothers to his side in a subtle alchemy that took the place of love. Feeling the ruin of a chemistry which had relied on Charlesâs need, Black Jack Carey slapped at the knowledge as though it were a cobweb, denying what he could not face.
One gray and gloomy Tuesday, shortly after Peterâs third birthday, John Carey called his chauffeur and left the office early, appearing at Charlesâs in his long black Lincoln to announce: âItâs time I knew my grandson.â
He gave no reason: John Carey could not explain his need for Peter, even to himself. Charles, regarding him with cool blue eyes, said, âHeâs playing upstairs,â and John Careyâs time with Peter began.
Peter knew nothing of the black-haired dandy who had terrified his sons. To him, his grandfather was a florid, soft-spoken man with shrewd black eyes and a white mane of hair, whose callused hands gripped him tightly as they crossed the street.
âGrandpa, how did your hands get so rough?â
They were waiting in line at the Hayden Planetarium, shortly after Peterâs fourth birthday. John Carey smiled ruefully down, eyes penetrating and a little sad. âDo you really want to know?â
Peter nodded.
âThen the stars can wait.â
The chauffeur drove them through the Holland Tunnel and into New Jersey, to the bindery.
Peter looked at the long, gray building. âWhat is it?â
âThey make books from sheets of paper. I would bring the sheets here in a wagon drawn by horses.â
âHorses? Are you very old?â
John Carey frowned. âI never think about it. Would you like to see inside?â
It was dark and hot and smelled like glue. The man in charge treated John Carey like someone special. âI want Peter to know how books are made,â he said. The man stopped what he was doing to show them: at the end, he gave to Peter a finished book, its spine stamped with fine gold print, which his grandfather read aloud, âVan Dreelen and Carey .â
âIs that our name?â
John Carey nodded. âThese are our books.â
âDo you still drive them?â
âNo. Not anymore.â
âBecause the horses are all dead?â
âThey donât use horses anymoreâwe have trucks. Other men drive them for me.â
âThen what do you do?â
John Carey tucked the book back under Peterâs arm. âI decide what books
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