imagine what it was like in the early days. Courage! Courage and patience. And pure curiosity. Imagine being among the very first to discover and conquer a new country, a new continent!â
âConquer,â Mari repeated and pulled the blanket tighter.
âYes, yes. Now donât go on about the Indians and all that stuff about cruelty and arrogance; those things happen on both sides. Great change always involves great intensity. Thatâs just the way it is, right? Look at their desolate little towns in a completely empty landscape, and remember they lived in constant danger ... They had to develop a strict, an implacable, sense of justice, they had to try to invent the Law for themselves, as best they could ...â Jonna put down her cigarillo. âIt doesnât draw,â she said. âItâs the wrong kind.â
Mari remarked that perhaps the cigarillos had been lying around too long, and Jonna went on. âIt must be that lawlessness has its own laws. Of course mistakes occurred. They lived such violent lives that they simply didnât have time to reflect, thatâs what I think. But mistakes happen today, too, donât they? We hang the wrong guy, so to speak.â
Jonna leaned forward and looked at her friend earnestly. âThe sense of honor,â she announced. âBelieve me, the sense of honor has never been so strong. Friendship between men. You said the heroines were idiotic. Fine, they are idiotic. But take them away, forget them, and what do you find? Friendship between men who are unswervingly honorable toward one another. Thatâs the concept of the Western.â
âI know,â Mari said. âThey have an honorable fist fight and then theyâre friends for life. Unless the noblest of them gets shot at the end, sacrificing his life to soft music.â
âNow youâre just being mean,â said Jonna. She lifted aside the cloth that protected her television screen and turned to channel two.
âAnyway, Iâm right,â Mari said. âItâs the same thing over and over. They ride past precisely the same mountain and the same waterfall and that Mexican church. And the saloon. And the oxcarts. Donât they ever get tired of it?â
âNo,â Jonna answered. âThey never do. Itâs about recognition, about recognizing what youâve imagined. People make dreams, donât they? The oxcarts that fight their way forward through unexplored territory, dangerous lands ... Whether itâs an A-Western or a B or even a C, they feel this is the way it must have been, just like this, and it makes them proud and maybe gives them a little comfort. I think.â
âYes,â Mari said. âWell, yes, maybe youâre right ...â
But Jonna couldnât stop. âItâs not fair of you to come and talk about repetition and the same thing over and over, and anyway your short stories are the same way, the same theme over and over again. Now close the curtains; it starts in three minutes.â
Mari dropped the blanket on the floor and announced, very slowly, âI think ... now I think Iâll go to bed.â
She had a hard time falling asleep. Now theyâre galloping past the red mountain. Now theyâre playing poker in the saloon. Honky-tonk ... Theyâre shooting bottles in the bar, girls are screaming. Now the stairs to the second floor are crashing down ...
A trumpet blast woke her up, and she knew the movie had come to the brave men in the final fort. Maybe theyâve more or less worked things out with the Indiansâeveryone forgives everyone, except maybe the ones who diedâand now theyâre playing âMy Darling Clementine,â which means sheâs finally figured out who she loved the whole time.
And now Jonnaâs turning off the television and rewinding the video. Sheâs brushing her teeth and coming to bed and doesnât say a word.
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