things to say. How odd that this man was a stranger to her. There had been a time when she knew everything about himâthe smell of his skin and the taste of his breath. What his laughter soundedlike, what his anger looked like. The shape of his hands. The things he dreamed about. His passion and his frustration.
Theyâd made two beautiful children. They had grandchildren together. Yet these days, she had no idea what he was thinking. She didnât know who he was, or how heâd gotten that whitish scar on the back of his hand, or if he needed reading glasses now that he was in his fifties.
The old songs kept coming. Most were from Annieâs growing-up years. She gazed helplessly at the figure on the bed, that colorless face like a marble icon, smooth and unmoving.
âSleeping beauty,â Ethan said.
Caroline nodded. âIâve been so scared. I hope the doctors are right about her coming around.â
He pressed his forefinger and thumb against his closed eyes in a gesture she recognizedâhis way of containing his tears. âI hope so, too,â he whispered.
âEthan, they did warn me not to expect her to be exactly the way she was before the accident. There could be . . .â She didnât want to say it. âSome impairment. Deficiencies, I think someone called them. And no one will know the extent of it until sheâs fully awake. Even if thereâs no permanent deficit, sheâll need intensive rehab.â
âWeâll do whatever it takes,â he said.
âItâs likely to go on for weeks. Or months.â
âWhatever it takes,â he repeated.
Oh. Well, that was something. In previous years, Ethan had come to Vermont only twice a year to see Annie and Kyleâtwo weeks during the holidays and another two in the summer, spending his short stay at his parentsâ place in Milton.
When he said âwhatever it takes,â did that mean he planned to stay? She bit her lip to keep from asking.
âBrand New Dayâ was playing now. The part of the song about turningthe clock back hit Caroline hard. âI wish I could,â she said softly, gazing at her daughter.
âCould what? Turn back the clock?â
She nodded. âDid I push her into that life, or is it what she really wanted?â
âWhat, producing a hit TV show? It seemed like exactly what she always dreamed of.â
All Caroline could remember were the arguments. âMaybe I should have been more supportive of her and Fletcher,â she said now. âYou never met him, did you?â
âNo. Annie told me about him. Hometown sweethearts.â He shot Caroline a look. âIt happens.â
âBut they were so young. How could I have known?â
âCut it out, Caro.â Ethan was the only one who ever called her Caro. âYou donât get to take responsibility for your grown daughterâs decisions.â
âOne of us had to take responsibility for everything,â she fired back, falling into their old pattern as if no time at all had passed.
âRight,â he said, his voice taut with anger. âAnd howâs that working out for you?â
Annie heard voices, quietly arguing in the way people fought when they didnât want anyone to know they were fighting. They ought to realize that the technique never worked. Just because a quarrel was quiet didnât mask the fact that it was a quarrel. Even if the words were inaudible, the fight infested the air like a fog.
There was a haunting familiarity in the tense, sibilant whispers hovering over Annieâs eyelids. She was ten years old, lying in the dark long after bedtime, straining to hear what her parents were saying to one another. She couldnât hear their words, but some part of her already knew they were on the brink of stripping away the safe cocoon of her family. She had caught Mom crying and hugging Gran, and sheâd seen her grandfatherâs icy
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