pic.â Toro posed Playboy with his shirt lifted up, and his jeans and boxers pulled down to the edge of his pubes.
âYou sure this doesnât look gay?â Playboy protested. âI donât want fags e-mailing me.â
Carlos peered through the camera screen and recalled Sal scolding him. He now told Playboy, âYou shouldnât use the word âfag.ââ
âOh, thatâs right,â Playboy said sarcastically. âI forgot youâre now bi.â
âYouâre bi?â Toro asked. âFor real?â
âShut up,â Carlos told Playboy âIâm not bi.â
âWhatever.â Playboy rolled his eyes,â Just take the picture,
pendejo.â
Carlos took a couple of shots and everyone crowded around to look at them.
âYou donât think I look too skinny?â Playboy asked.
âMaybe thatâll discourage any more hippos,â Pulga suggested.
That idea seemed to satisfy Playboy. After uploading his new photo onto the site, the boys searched through the girl profiles and Playboy e-mailed three chicks he thought were hot.
Carlos felt great spending time with his buds, in spite of the jabs about his turning gay. Theyâd always teased each other like that anyway. Except now there was a difference: He actually had a gay friend.
Fifteen
C ARLOS WAITED TILL Friday, his maâs payday, to tell her, âI need some money for clothes.â
Sheâd just come home from food shopping and heâd quickly offered to put the groceries away.
âI just bought you those sneakers,â she replied. âWhat more clothes do you need?â
Carlos resented having to justify what he wanted money for. It made him feel like one of those needy kids on a âSave the Childrenâ ad. But he recalled how his ma liked Sal, so he told her, âSals helping me with my image.â
âYour â¦
image?â
His ma smiled at Carlos, her eyes sparkling with interest. âThis boy is having quite an influence on you. First your room, now your clothes â¦â
âYeah,â Carlos agreed. Although heâd originally planned to ask his ma for a hundred dollars, her obvious approval of Sal now emboldened him. âI probably need about two hundred bucks.â
His maâs eyes suddenly lost their sparkle. âOh, really? Well, let me just turn the faucet on and see how much money comes out.â
That was one of her most annoying expressions.
âI can give you fifty,â she countered.
âFifty?â
Carlos stopped putting away groceries. âYou can hardly buy a pair of underwear for fifty.â Besides, Carlos still had to pay Sal his hourly rate and the eighteen dollars he owed him.
âSorry.â His ma resumed putting away groceries.
Carlos reverted to his original target. âOkay, how about a hundred?â
But his ma wouldnât budge. âFifty.â
âMa, stop being so stingy,â Carlos insisted. âHow about eighty?â
âIâm not being stingy. I told you what we can afford: fifty.â
âSeventy?â Carlos pleaded, helping store a box of macaroni on the top shelf.
âNo.â His maâs tone grew irritated. âI told you fifty.â
Carlos wrapped his arms around her. âSixty, Ma. Come on,
please?â
He felt her body relax beneath his embrace. âOkay. Sixty.â
Carlos let his arms drop and finished putting away the groceries. Although heâd gotten less money than heâd wanted, at least it was more than his drive-by pa had given him.
Sixteen
S ATURDAY MORNING, Sal arrived at eight, but this time Carlos had remembered to set his alarm. In the kitchen over coffee, Sal flirted with Carlosâs ma, telling her, âThat blouse looks really good on you. It totally highlights your eyes.â
âGracias.â
Mrs. Amoroso beamed. âItâs one of my own creations.â
âNo way!â Sal
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