for me. It wasn’t possible and I knew it was just my mind playing tricks on me. A boy as good looking and charismatic as he was wouldn’t like a humpback like me. “ Cordellia.” His expression was amused as he pointed at my face. “You have something on your nose.” I blushed, now feeling even angrier in my humiliation. I brushed the tip of my nose with my finger. “Any better?” I asked in an indignant tone. “ Yeah.” He smirked. I stood there awkwardly wondering if I should leave, but unable to get myself to walk away from this gorgeous boy who consumed my thoughts even when I hated him. “ What do you want from me?” “ I don’t know.” His stare was more intense now. “That’s the problem.” I felt like his eyes were boring into me. I wanted to touch his perfect face and this infuriated me even more. “ I can’t stay away from you anymore, Cordellia. I just can’t.” “ Then why do you?” I responded in a frustrated tone. “ You should stay away from me though.” He squeezed his eyelids shut. “ I don’t understand you.” I shook my head. “Why did you bring me here if you want me to avoid you? Am I so repulsive to you that you can’t have me as a friend?” “ Friend?” He laughed. “You’re not my friend, Cordellia.” “ Thanks a lot.” I turned to the tree beside me and leaned against it. My emotions were such a jumble that I wanted to cry, but I was way too proud to do that in front of him. I was too embarrassed to ask him about what Jezebel told me. “ I’m not a good friend for you,” he mumbled as if he was trying to convince the both of us. It took everything within me to gather my strength, but with that, I walked away. “ Wait.” He climbed off the boulder and chased after me. When he caught up to me, he placed his hand on my shoulder. Electricity shot up though my body. I turned to him and looked at his face. Our bodies were close enough that I could feel his breath on me. “ I shouldn’t have brought you here,” he whispered. His musical voice was genuine. “ I don’t understand you. I really don’t. Nothing you do or say makes any sense to me.” “ I wasn’t expecting to feel the way I feel.” He grasped his head in his hands and turned away brooding. “Run away from this place, Cordellia.” He faced me now, terror in his eyes. “Run as fast as you can.” He turned and ran through the woods toward the boundary line. “ Wait, Shaul,” I screamed. “Wait.” I ran after him, pleading with him, but I was too late. He had already crossed the boundary.
9 I stood there at the edge of the woods as Shaul climbed over the side of the cliff and down the mountain. My heart beat so fast that I thought it was going to explode out of my chest. How could I stop him? If I yelled out to him anymore, someone else might hear me and discover that Shaul had crossed the boundary line. But, I had to stop him. If he got caught, he would be imprisoned for life. Or even worse the serpent people might spot him with their military air scouts that flew over the lake below. I couldn’t let that happen to him; I just couldn’t. Even if it was true what Jezebel said, I couldn’t let him destroy his life. I paced back and forth for a few minutes trying to figure out what to do. The music got louder and louder in my mind. It was calling me. The force was greater than it had ever been. And Shaul was in danger. He had saved my life once before. And he had saved my mother’s life. I owed him; I had to stop him. No—he had betrayed me. He said ugly things about me to girls I hardly knew. It would be foolish to risk my life for someone so horrible despite my intensely desirous feelings for him. I turned away from the cliff and started running back toward the community. It took all of the self-control I could draw up in my mind to turn my back on Shaul and go the other way. It was his fault, I reasoned, and I had to let him go. But, then the music