about PJ and me.â
âRight, but look,â says Ian, waving his hands in the air. Finally, it bursts free: âIf I get the blame for this, there would be, you know, serious consequences.â Iâm impressed he knows a word that big. So many syllables. âI might have to sit out of hoops this season and everything.â
âThanks for your concern, Ian,â I say. âYou couldnât think about that before you went barreling after that deer earlier?â
âWill you back off me, Kendra?â he snaps. âWhatâd I ever do to you?â
âCalled me a pathetic nerd, for one,â I reply.
âGod, youâll never let that one go, will you?â he says.
âGot my phone taken away from me, for another,â I tell him. âGot me and your best friend lost in the woods. Thatâs three. Should I keep going?â
Ian turns to PJ. âDude, help me out here. You donât want me to take the hit for us getting lost, do you?â
âRight now, I just want to get home,â says PJ, mopping sweat from his brow with his shirt.
âIâm just sayingââ
âWe know what youâre saying, Ian,â says PJ. He wonât look at Ian, but his expression of fear has turned to one of anger. âI just donât care about it right now.â
Ian stares at PJ, his eyes softening with hurt, then narrowing with rage. âFine, whatever,â he snaps. âThrow me under the bus. Thanks a ton, man.â He turns and plods off through the woods, making as much noise as possible.
I walk next to PJ for a few minutes, and he says, softly, âItâs really hard to argue with him.â
âYou two donât seem like likely friends,â I observe.
He nods. âOur parents have been friends for a long time,â he says. âAnd heâs a really good guy most of the time. He just cares a lot about what people think of him. And I . . .â He sighs. âBeing friends with me doesnât help peopleâs opinions much. No one wants to be buddies with some weird film geek.â
Maybe Iâm unversed in movie fanaticism, but being an embarrassmentâa freak, a loserâthat rings a bell. Without understanding why, I reach out a hand and touch PJâs shoulder lightly. He looks up at me, bewildered, and then smiles. âThanks for being on my side,â he says. âIâm not really used to it.â
This boy is your friend, somehow, Kendra. You can analyze how it happened when you get home. For now, youâve got to help him. If that means helping Ian by association, then fine. Start thinking for three.
We keep walking, and the sun keeps sinking. The shadows grow longer; the breezes seem chillier. For a while, weâre silent, which allows me to make a mental tally of whatâs in my bag. We should eat soonâlow blood sugar is terrible for outdoor activities. We have the granola bars, ramen . . . and thatâs it. Not a great assortment of food, but it should be enough to get us through the night. With some luck, we could also find some wild berries.
Remember from your reading, Kendraâare pinecones edible? Didnât Sondra from that French camping message board say that she cooked a pinecone once?
My uneasiness doesnât go anywhere but instead gets worse and worse, dragging my mind away from the task at hand and back to the stone wall, coated in rum, marked with that weird, incomprehensible symbol. While we walk on and on, I take out my notebook and stare at the drawing I made. Itâs an ornate cross, dotted with circles, frosted with swirls, adorned to be both welcoming and dangerous. Something about it being painted on the rum-covered stone wall in the middle of an uninhabited mountain range makes me feel increasingly anxious. Itâs as though Iâve overlooked a serious error that will return to ruin me later on.
âWhatâre you reading?â asks
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