smiling. I realize he wasnât being stupid earlier; he was boasting. Heâs wearing a rebreather and a mildly apologetic expression.
âIâm sorry for the inconvenience,â he tells me, as if my luggage has been misplaced on an interstellar voyage. âThe Gunnars pay substantially better, and I think, given all the statistical data, youâll agree with my assessment. Itâs the best possible outcome for you to sign on with them.â
Doing what ?
It seems as if there isnât going to be fight. The gas has thoroughly demoralized the Dahlgrensâbut I donât know; I feel like busting some heads on principle. Iâm bloody tired of being dragged around, here to there, without a word of explanation. And itâs been like that a long damn time, nothingâs been right since Kai died, and I am sick of it.
Mair chooses that moment to stagger from the vehicle; she stumbles, falls, eyes livid with grief. But as she pushes herself upright, more will than strength, she growls to Carl, âBetter to die on your feet than live on your knees. You spineless sack of shit.â
I somehow know that Jorâs not coming out of the rover under his own power. Maybe the gas affected him different than the rest of us. But whatever, why ever, heâs gone, and Keri weeps against Marchâs shoulder. Mair, with her wild eyes, looks like the living embodiment of the old Furies, come to reap a manâs soul. Iâm a little afraid of her, and everyone falls back, as she surges toward the Gunnars. For a moment, I think sheâll rend them limb from limb single-handedly.
Carl glances to me in appeal, as if I have some power in this insane tableau. Then I realize I do.
âFrag you.â I answer his look in Keriâs time-for-tea tone.
And it takes him a moment to process the disparity of the words from the sweetness in my voice. The Gunnars look like killers, all of them. Big men, hard-eyed, well geared, and ready to throw down. Thatâs fine.
So am I.
Iâm Sirantha Jax, and I have had enough .
CHAPTER 8
âJax,â March hisses. âLoras canât fight, Saul wonât. Are you crazy?â
That leaves me, Mair, Dina, and March, if heâll weigh in. Keri is a nonfactor, as sheâs still sniveling.
So yeah, I guess I am. After all this time, you would think Iâd have earned a better death, but at least Iâm going out swinging. I test the weight of the shockstick in my hand, and the Gunnars share a look among themselves, like some hive-mind critter, before they burst out laughing. Iâm pretty sure these assholes are related, too. What is it with this fragging backwater planet?
âOh, Ms. Jax, do be reasonableââ Carl says, as I sprint for him, duck a half-assed grab from one of his goons, open-hand-smash the bridge of No-chinâs nose, then come down hard on the backswing upside meatwadâs head. Yeah, asshole, thatâs how itâs done. I smell the faint scent of sizzling skin as he crumples, the shockstick throwing blue sparks. Its live hum in my hands proves to the other five that Iâm dead serious, and suddenly they realize theyâve got a fight on their hands.
Itâs a mistake people have made before. Because Iâm small, they assume Iâm also spineless, that I wonât have the guts to back up the shit I talk. Carl shrieks like a woman, his nose spurting like Iâve cut his jugular or something.
âHeâs bleeding.â Keri moans. âMother Mary of Anabolic Grace, what have you done ?â
Everyone sort of freezes and shares a look of unilateral horror. And I donât understand. Itâs just a damned bloody nose. Iâve got one, too. Whatâs the big deal? But I use the time to make myself scarce, as his men rally, swinging slow because theyâre so big. They connect, and Iâm going down, not in a good way. I donât have the strength to go one-on-one with any
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