from the shelf. There was dust on the cover. Each letter in the bandâs name, Sex Pistols, was written in a different size, as though each letter had been torn from a newspaper. There had been a row once about that album. It had a rude title and Mum had said that Dad shouldnât let Kirsty see it. Dad had said that Kirsty was his daughter too and she should know about the things he cared about. Dad had won.
No one had played it for a long time. Kirsty looked up at the ceiling. Dadâs bed was directly above her. Kirsty slid the record from its sleeve. It was sleek and black, the music printed on it in bumps and grooves that you could touch. She held it by the rim and looked at it. Dad knew all the lyrics to each song. He used to yell them as loud as he could, not caring that the neighbours would bang on the wall. He used to jump up and down to the music, not dancing, just throwing himself about like a mad thing.
Kirsty lifted the glass lid of the record player, then moved the stylus gently. The speakers hissed and crackled for a minute, then roared into life with the first tune. Drums thumped, a wild guitar joined in and then the singer, shouting each line until his voice seemed to be breaking. The speakers shuddered with the noise. Kirsty put down the sleeve and started dancing the way that Dad did, bounding into the air, shaking her hands and head, slamming back down to the floor. The whole room juddered with movement and music. Could Dad hear this? She didnât know the words like Dad did, but she started yelling the ones she knew anyway. Was he listening? Would he come down and join in?
âKirsty!â The door opened. Kirsty stopped dancing. Mum crossed the room and lifted the stylus off the record. The silence was shocking.
âWhat are you doing?â Mum hissed.
âI was just listening to music.â
âOn full volume? When your dadâs trying to rest upstairs?â
Kirsty didnât answer.
Mum frowned. âWhat were you thinking?â
âI thought, I thought Dad might like it. He hasnât listened to it in ages.â Kirsty hung her head.
Mum sighed. A moment passed. Mum sat down on the sofa and patted the seat beside her. She wanted Kirsty to sit. So Kirsty sat. âKirsty, itâs hard for your dad just now. You know that, donât you? Your grandad was his dad.â
âI know. But heâs been in his room for ever.â
Mum smiled, but it was a sad smile. âIt does feel a bit like that, doesnât it? But we have to give him time.â
âHow much time?â
âOh, Kirsty. You just have to be patient. Iâm sure heâll be right as rain soon. He just needs some peace and quiet. Give him space, OK?â
Kirsty nodded slowly. She stood up and lifted the record off the deck. She slipped it back in its cover. âCan I at least dust them?â she asked.
Mum nodded. âOK. Dad would like that. Iâll get you a cloth.â
Kirsty put the album back on the shelf, in first place. In the horrible quiet, it felt as though she was hiding it away.
Friday
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Chapter 15
At 3.35 p.m. exactly, Kirsty met Dawn and Ben at the council building. Kirsty, taking no chances, had wrapped her head round and round with the longest scarf she could find. She could hardly see out of it.
âWhy are you dressed like an Egyptian mummy?â Dawn asked.
âItâs complicated. Well, not complicated, exactly ââ
âIf they recognise us, weâre in trouble. The fire alarm, see,â Ben butted in, pulling his own hood down over his forehead.
Dawn rolled her eyes. âYou two are impossible,â she said and led the way inside.
Kirsty kept her head down and let Dawn do the talking.
âHelp you?â the man at the reception desk said, without looking up.
âIâve got an appointment with Mr Thomas,â Dawn said.
âMr Thomas gardens or Mr Thomas school dinners?â
âEr . . . Mr
Elle James
Aimee Carson
Donato Carrisi
Charles Benoit
James Ellroy
Emily Jane Trent
Charlotte Armstrong
Olivia Jaymes
Maggie Robinson
Richard North Patterson