of Twinkie or something. Give your guy a chance to calm down." Anyway so I back up off it and walk away for a second. I settle myself and I come back. I get to rubbing on her again and I was like, "Wow, hold that open." I'm so erect and I get the head in and she starts draining on me again.
We get back on the grind and I'm moving back and forth, you know, and in the meanwhile she's pretty much got her nails all in my shoulders and I'm like, "Arghhh," about to go down cause my back's hurting. She’s getting a little loud and I’m trying to jam it in there and she's pretty much like, "Stop, stop, stop." I get scared, I stop like, "Why? It's supposed to be feeling good, right?" She’s kind of holding herself like, "I don't know... I want to quit." So you know, wow. Did I hurt her or something? But of course I’m a male so I’m also thinking, "Give me more." She’s kind of crying a little bit and I'm like, "Whoa, should I cry too?" I'm kind of freaked out. We get to talking and I'm like, "Wow. I'm sorry if it hurt," things like that. Anyway she's, "Oh, it's OK. It's just me." We ease back into it and we’re kissing and rubbing and I'm on top of her, she's on the bottom. I got her legs open and had her hold it open once again and I got the tip in and we're trying. She's just like, "Just be careful and be slow." So I'm being careful and slow and it's wet and it’s starting to get in there a little bit. In the meanwhile I'm like getting ready to nut so I'm trying to stop and just hold it there and she's squirming and I'm like, "Whoa, easy." I'm trying to hold her from moving to calm down a little bit, all of it wasn't in yet. I'm like, "Wow, before I nut I need to at least try to get it all the way in there." Like my brother said, take your time getting in there and then when you do, take your time when you’re in there.
So I'm in there, I'm getting it, I'm going, I'm going, I'm going. I quit for a minute and calm down. Got back up in there, kind of a little harder this time. It got wet again so I'm in, going and going... boom, she's really screaming so I kind of put my hand over her mouth a little bit and she's like, "No, no, no." And I'm like, "No, no, no what? Should I stop?" She wants me to keep going and I'm like, "But I got parents upstairs." So she grabbed a pillow and kind of covered her face with it and said, "Just do it. Just go." So I'm riding and riding and going and going and she's getting worked up and she's sweating and I'm drenched with sweat. I'm working so hard and I'm going and thirty minutes later, you know she's, "Ohhhhh!" And I'm like, "Whoa." And she says, "I'm feeling something I’ve never felt before." And I felt her body shake real hard and she was clenching me like I must be hurting her or something. ‘Cause we were kids, we don't know anything about orgasm, climax. But we both released, it felt good. She screamed from underneath the pillow. She enjoyed herself, I enjoyed myself. I busted a nut. She busted her nut and climaxed. We're 13 years old, so our minds are blown.
Anyway we kissed and this was about 7 o'clock in the evening, streetlights go on, time for friends to go home. Time to get off the streets and get in the house, so I see her off to her place. My brothers were like, "Naw you already lost your virginity." But it was different when we both busted a nut together. That’s when I look at it as like, "OK. Good, I lost my virginity. She lost hers too."
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He had great hands. The best thing is when guys know how to use their hands, and when they know how to use their mouths, it’s amazing. Not so much where they use their mouth, it’s how they kiss. It's not all tongue or all lip. It’s like a combination of both and it like, turns you on even more. He was really sweet about it.
Becky, 23
Tarzana, California
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Chapter 4
"IT'S NOT THAT BAD. IF IT WAS, EVERYONE WOULDN'T BE DOING IT."
This chapter title is taken from a quote in the movie, Little Darlings (1980), which
Chad Leito
Anton Svensson
Deborah Bladon
John Creasey
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Jean Long
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