after five minutes, staring into space, picking the book up again, reading a few pages, reading back over the same pages, putting it down again, closing her eyes, opening them again, turning the light on, doodling sketches of furniture and rooms, playing with colors and shades and scraps of material, turning the light off again.
She had made Ivan tired just watching her from the straw chair in the corner of the room. The trips to the kitchen for coffee couldn’t have helped her either. On Sunday morning she was up early tidying, vacuuming, polishing, and cleaning an already spotless home. She spent all morning at it while Ivan chased with Luke out in the back garden. He recalled Elizabeth being particularly upset by the sight of Luke running around the garden laughing and screaming to himself. She had joined them at the kitchen table and watched Luke playing cards, shaking her head and looking worried when he lost a game of snap against himself.
When Luke went to bed at nine o’clock, Ivan read him a story of Tom Thumb, quicker than he usually would, and then hurried to continue watching Elizabeth. He could sense her getting more jittery as the days wore on.
She washed her coffee cup out, ensuring it was already spotless before putting it in the dishwasher. She dried the wet sink with a cloth and put the cloth in the wash basket in the utility room. She picked imaginary fluff from a few items in her path, picked crumbs from the floor, switched off all the lights, and began the same process in the living room. She had done the exact same thing the last two nights.
But before leaving the living room this time, she stopped abruptly, almost sending Ivan into the back of her. His heart beat wildly. Had she sensed him?
She spun around slowly.
He fixed his shirt to look presentable.
Once she was facing him, he smiled. “Hi,” he said, feeling very self-conscious.
She rubbed her eyes tiredly and opened them again. “Oh, Elizabeth, you are going mad,” she whispered. She bit her lip and charged toward Ivan.
Chapter Five
Elizabeth knew she was losing her mind right at that moment. It had happened to her sister and mother; her mother with her eccentricity and wild girl nature and Saoirse with her drinking problems and complete detachment from life. Now it seemed it was Elizabeth’s turn. For the last few days she had felt incredibly insecure, as if someone were watching her. She had locked all the doors, drawn all the curtains, set the alarm. That probably should have been enough, but now she was going to go that one step further.
She charged through the living room straight toward the fireplace, grabbed the iron poker, marched out of the living room, locked the door, and made her way upstairs. She looked at the poker lying on her bedside locker, rolled her eyes, and turned her lamp off. She was losing her mind.
Ivan emerged from behind the couch and looked around the dark living room. He had dived behind it, thinking she was charging toward him. He heard the door lock after she stormed out. He sighed loudly, feeling a disappointment he had never experienced before. She still hadn’t seen him.
I’m not magic, you know. I can’t cross my arms, nod my head, blink, and disappear, and reappear on the top of a bookshelf or anything. I don’t live in a lamp, don’t have funny little ears, big hairy feet, or wings. I don’t replace lost teeth with money, leave presents under a tree, or hide chocolate eggs. I can’t Fly, climb up the walls of buildings, or run faster than the speed of lightning.
And I can’t open doors.
That has to be done for me. The grown-ups find that part the funniest, but also the most embarrassing, when their children do it in public. So I can touch a door, but I can’t open it? There’s no explanation for it, it’s just the way it is. It’s like asking why people can’t Fly, yet they can jump and allow two feet to leave the earth.
So Elizabeth needn’t have locked the
She had made Ivan tired just watching her from the straw chair in the corner of the room. The trips to the kitchen for coffee couldn’t have helped her either. On Sunday morning she was up early tidying, vacuuming, polishing, and cleaning an already spotless home. She spent all morning at it while Ivan chased with Luke out in the back garden. He recalled Elizabeth being particularly upset by the sight of Luke running around the garden laughing and screaming to himself. She had joined them at the kitchen table and watched Luke playing cards, shaking her head and looking worried when he lost a game of snap against himself.
When Luke went to bed at nine o’clock, Ivan read him a story of Tom Thumb, quicker than he usually would, and then hurried to continue watching Elizabeth. He could sense her getting more jittery as the days wore on.
She washed her coffee cup out, ensuring it was already spotless before putting it in the dishwasher. She dried the wet sink with a cloth and put the cloth in the wash basket in the utility room. She picked imaginary fluff from a few items in her path, picked crumbs from the floor, switched off all the lights, and began the same process in the living room. She had done the exact same thing the last two nights.
But before leaving the living room this time, she stopped abruptly, almost sending Ivan into the back of her. His heart beat wildly. Had she sensed him?
She spun around slowly.
He fixed his shirt to look presentable.
Once she was facing him, he smiled. “Hi,” he said, feeling very self-conscious.
She rubbed her eyes tiredly and opened them again. “Oh, Elizabeth, you are going mad,” she whispered. She bit her lip and charged toward Ivan.
Chapter Five
Elizabeth knew she was losing her mind right at that moment. It had happened to her sister and mother; her mother with her eccentricity and wild girl nature and Saoirse with her drinking problems and complete detachment from life. Now it seemed it was Elizabeth’s turn. For the last few days she had felt incredibly insecure, as if someone were watching her. She had locked all the doors, drawn all the curtains, set the alarm. That probably should have been enough, but now she was going to go that one step further.
She charged through the living room straight toward the fireplace, grabbed the iron poker, marched out of the living room, locked the door, and made her way upstairs. She looked at the poker lying on her bedside locker, rolled her eyes, and turned her lamp off. She was losing her mind.
Ivan emerged from behind the couch and looked around the dark living room. He had dived behind it, thinking she was charging toward him. He heard the door lock after she stormed out. He sighed loudly, feeling a disappointment he had never experienced before. She still hadn’t seen him.
I’m not magic, you know. I can’t cross my arms, nod my head, blink, and disappear, and reappear on the top of a bookshelf or anything. I don’t live in a lamp, don’t have funny little ears, big hairy feet, or wings. I don’t replace lost teeth with money, leave presents under a tree, or hide chocolate eggs. I can’t Fly, climb up the walls of buildings, or run faster than the speed of lightning.
And I can’t open doors.
That has to be done for me. The grown-ups find that part the funniest, but also the most embarrassing, when their children do it in public. So I can touch a door, but I can’t open it? There’s no explanation for it, it’s just the way it is. It’s like asking why people can’t Fly, yet they can jump and allow two feet to leave the earth.
So Elizabeth needn’t have locked the
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