away from him, but didnât really want to touch him right now either. âThatâs the big fear here, right? That Iâll wait until your campaign is officially launched and then run to the press and blab or blackmail you or some other awful thing.â
He had the nerve to look shocked at her suggestion. âI didnât thinkââ
âSure you did. A woman hits on you at a wedding, you have sex, and you start worrying. You think maybe you were set up.â
âYou have an active imagination.â
She laced her fingers together to keep from fidgeting. âYou worry there are photos somewhere or something equally incriminating.â
His eyes narrowed. âHow long is it going to be before you remember that I approached you at the wedding?â
âThatâs not true.â Since sheâd hunted him down, that was absolutely not true.
âYou were taking a break after serving the main course.â He closed the gap between them. Put his mouth against her ear. âI came up to you, put my hand on the wall beside your head, leaned in and asked if you could show me the bathroom.â
Nope. She wasnât going to be lured in. Not until they got this topic behind them. She might not have a clean slate on this point, but she was not a pawn to bring him down, either. Sheâd been told one of his donors wanted to make sure Eric was as clean as he appeared. Wanted to see if the âDeana situationâ was going to come back to bite the party in the ass. She could report that answer as no, and she had specifically refused further work when Jimmy came calling.
The only remaining question was whether she should come clean with Eric now. Let him know someone was checking on him. Let him know the brief role sheâd played and why.
Something inside her deflated. She went back and forth on this subject, internally justifying her snooping as no big deal and not harmful to Eric. But as much as she wanted to spin this into someone elseâs deal, the guilt still gnawed at her.
The only reason she didnât tell him was that she figured there wasnât a need because she didnât matter to him. Because every time she saw him she thought it would be the last. She never expected him to keep coming aroundâ¦no matter how much she wanted him to.
She locked all the jumbled feelings inside. Somehow, some way, sheâd figure out how to deal with her role and minimize any impact on Eric. But for now, sheâd concentrate on him. If this was their last meeting, sheâd enjoy it.
âBefore you sauntered over to meââ
He smiled down at her. âSauntered?â
âYou did more than walk, buddy.â
He rested his hands on the small of her back. âInteresting.â
âNot like you had a choice. I was staring you down pretty hard. You came over because I wanted you to come over. You got under my skirt because I invited you.â
âThatâs some big confidence right there.â
âItâs not ego talking.â She poked his chest. âItâs reality.â
âThen what about the part where I came looking for you after the wedding? Where I found out the company that catered the event and went hunting for a pretty brunette with eyes the color of the sky right after sunrise?â
The thawing inside her started the second the words left his mouth. âYou are smooth.â
âI have my moments.â
He was a good man, and she was screwing him in more ways than one. But she wasnât guilty of the sin he wanted to leave at her door and she needed him to know that. âIâm still not talking to anyone about us. You donât need to worry. Your secret is safe with me.â
He frowned. âIâm not sure Iâm comfortable with you thinking of yourself as some big secret.â
âIs that why you brought coffee instead of asking me to go out with you? Out in public where someone might actually
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