a minute.
“And I thought my kids had bad table manners,” Peanut said. “She eats like a wild animal.”
“We need a specialist,” Max said quietly.
“I’ve contacted the authorities,” Ellie answered. “The state, the FBI, and the Center for Missing and Exploited Children. They all need an identity or a crime to get in the action. I don’t know how to find out her identity if she won’t talk.”
“Not that kind of specialist. She needs a psychiatrist.”
Peanut drew in a sharp breath. “I can’t believe we didn’t think of it. She’d be perfect.”
Max frowned. “Who?”
Ellie looked at Peanut. “She’d never do it. Her clients pay two hundred an hour.”
“That was before
.
She can’t have many patients left.”
“God knows she’s qualified for this,” Ellie said.
“Who in the hell are you two talking about?” Max asked.
Ellie finally looked at him. “My sister is Julia Cates.”
“The shrink who—”
“Yeah. That one.” She turned to Peanut. “Let’s go. I’ll call her from the office.”
I N THE PAST TWELVE HOURS J ULIA HAD BEGUN AT LEAST A DOZEN PROJECTS . She’d tried organizing her closet, rearranging her furniture, scrubbing her refrigerator, and deep cleaning her bathrooms. She’d also gone to the nursery to buy autumn plants and to Home Depot for deck stain and paint stripper. It was a good time to do all of the projects she’d been putting off for . . . ten years.
The problem was her hands.
She was fine when she started a project; more than fine. She was optimistic. Unfortunately, her optimism was as thin as an eggshell. All it took was a thought (it’s time for Joe’s appointment, or—worse yet—Amber’s) and her hands would start to shake; she’d feel herself go cold. No temperature setting was high enough to keep her warm. Late last night, in the deepest hour of darkness, when the traffic behind her condo had dwindled to a drone as faded as a single mosquito’s flight and the mighty Pacific Ocean out front had whooshed steadily toward the golden sand, she’d even tried to write a book.
Why not?
Every pseudofamous person went that route these days. And she wanted to tell her side of the story; maybe she even needed to. She’d slipped out of her comfortable queen-sized bed and dressed in fleece sweats and Ugg boots, then gone out onto her small deck. From her place on the sixth floor, the midnight blue ocean lay before her, always in motion. Moonlight cut the sea in half, tangled in the foamy surf.
Hours she’d sat there, her booted feet propped on the deck rail, her yellow pad in her lap, her pen in her hand. By midnight she was surrounded by balled-up yellow wads of paper. All any of them said were:
I’m sorry.
Somewhere around four o’clock she fell into a fitful, nightmare-ridden sleep.
The phone wakened her.
Julia heard it as if from far away. She blinked her gritty eyes and sat up, realizing that she’d fallen asleep out on her deck. Wiping her face with one hand, she eased out of the chair and stepped over the piles of balled-up paper.
At the phone, she stopped.
The answering machine clicked on and she heard her own voice say cheerily: “You’ve reached Dr. Julia Cates. If this is a medical emergency, hang up and call 911. If not, please leave a message, and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks and good-bye.”
There was a long beep.
Julia tensed. In the last months, most of her calls had come from reporters and victims’ families and straight-out kooks.
“Hey, Jules, it’s me. Your big sis. It’s important.”
Julia picked up the phone. “Hey, El.”
There was an awkward pause, but wasn’t that always the way it was between them? Though they were sisters, they were four years apart in age and light-years apart in personality. Everything about Ellie was larger than life—her voice, her personality, her passions. Julia always felt colorless beside her flamboyant Miss Popular sister. “Are you okay?”
“And I thought my kids had bad table manners,” Peanut said. “She eats like a wild animal.”
“We need a specialist,” Max said quietly.
“I’ve contacted the authorities,” Ellie answered. “The state, the FBI, and the Center for Missing and Exploited Children. They all need an identity or a crime to get in the action. I don’t know how to find out her identity if she won’t talk.”
“Not that kind of specialist. She needs a psychiatrist.”
Peanut drew in a sharp breath. “I can’t believe we didn’t think of it. She’d be perfect.”
Max frowned. “Who?”
Ellie looked at Peanut. “She’d never do it. Her clients pay two hundred an hour.”
“That was before
.
She can’t have many patients left.”
“God knows she’s qualified for this,” Ellie said.
“Who in the hell are you two talking about?” Max asked.
Ellie finally looked at him. “My sister is Julia Cates.”
“The shrink who—”
“Yeah. That one.” She turned to Peanut. “Let’s go. I’ll call her from the office.”
I N THE PAST TWELVE HOURS J ULIA HAD BEGUN AT LEAST A DOZEN PROJECTS . She’d tried organizing her closet, rearranging her furniture, scrubbing her refrigerator, and deep cleaning her bathrooms. She’d also gone to the nursery to buy autumn plants and to Home Depot for deck stain and paint stripper. It was a good time to do all of the projects she’d been putting off for . . . ten years.
The problem was her hands.
She was fine when she started a project; more than fine. She was optimistic. Unfortunately, her optimism was as thin as an eggshell. All it took was a thought (it’s time for Joe’s appointment, or—worse yet—Amber’s) and her hands would start to shake; she’d feel herself go cold. No temperature setting was high enough to keep her warm. Late last night, in the deepest hour of darkness, when the traffic behind her condo had dwindled to a drone as faded as a single mosquito’s flight and the mighty Pacific Ocean out front had whooshed steadily toward the golden sand, she’d even tried to write a book.
Why not?
Every pseudofamous person went that route these days. And she wanted to tell her side of the story; maybe she even needed to. She’d slipped out of her comfortable queen-sized bed and dressed in fleece sweats and Ugg boots, then gone out onto her small deck. From her place on the sixth floor, the midnight blue ocean lay before her, always in motion. Moonlight cut the sea in half, tangled in the foamy surf.
Hours she’d sat there, her booted feet propped on the deck rail, her yellow pad in her lap, her pen in her hand. By midnight she was surrounded by balled-up yellow wads of paper. All any of them said were:
I’m sorry.
Somewhere around four o’clock she fell into a fitful, nightmare-ridden sleep.
The phone wakened her.
Julia heard it as if from far away. She blinked her gritty eyes and sat up, realizing that she’d fallen asleep out on her deck. Wiping her face with one hand, she eased out of the chair and stepped over the piles of balled-up paper.
At the phone, she stopped.
The answering machine clicked on and she heard her own voice say cheerily: “You’ve reached Dr. Julia Cates. If this is a medical emergency, hang up and call 911. If not, please leave a message, and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks and good-bye.”
There was a long beep.
Julia tensed. In the last months, most of her calls had come from reporters and victims’ families and straight-out kooks.
“Hey, Jules, it’s me. Your big sis. It’s important.”
Julia picked up the phone. “Hey, El.”
There was an awkward pause, but wasn’t that always the way it was between them? Though they were sisters, they were four years apart in age and light-years apart in personality. Everything about Ellie was larger than life—her voice, her personality, her passions. Julia always felt colorless beside her flamboyant Miss Popular sister. “Are you okay?”
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