I?â
Frankly, he wasnât. In fact, Iâd never seen the pastor quite so distraught. I couldâve felt for him, if he hadnât long ago exhausted all my compassion.
âTry again,â I said, âand tell me how in the world Iâm involved with the antics of the General Assembly.â
âLook at this.â He strode behind his desk and took several pages from a folder. Waving them in the air, he said, âThis is a petition, signed by practically every woman in the congregation.â
â I didnât sign it. I donât know anything about it.â
âI know you didnât,â he said, shaking the papers. âDonât you think I havenât studied every signature on the thing? And thatâs another problem, which makes it illegitimate in the first place.â
With that word, I stiffened again. I was not going to listen to any aspersions cast against Little Lloyd. But before I could open my mouth, he was ranting on.
âBefore any name can be put on the ballot, that person has to acknowledge his willingness to run and to serve if elected. And since they didnât get your permission beforehand, Iâm within my rights to just ignore it.â He slapped the papers down and ran his hand through his hair again. âExcept I canât. Thereâre too many names, too many people supporting you. The only thing to do is to plead for your understanding of what this will do to the church, and ask you to refuse.â
âI still donât know what Iâd be refusing.â
âThe session, Miss Julia!â His voice caught in his throat, as he almost strangled over the words. âThey want your name on the ballot when we elect elders next month.â
âWell, my word.â I collapsed against the back of the chair, stunned almost as much as he was. âIâve never thought about . . .â
âI know you havenât,â he said, as a conciliatory tone crept into his voice. âI know this isnât your doing, for you are as traditional as the day is long. Thereâs no way that you would want to be the first to break with tradition and create strife in the church. Weâve always had men on the session, and I just canât see you leading a new wave of modernism.â
âNor can I,â I mused, half to myself.
Relief flooded across his face. âGood! So we can just tell these ladies that you arenât willing to run, and be done with it.â
I held up my hand. âNot so fast, Pastor. Iâd like to know who all has nominated me.â
âOh, I donât think that would be wise. Suffice it to say that there are enough signatures to make you a strong candidate. But I think it best to just file this away, since youâre refusing the nomination.â
âI didnât say that.â
His face fell. âYou didnât?â
âI donât think so. I need to study on this a while. It comes as a shock, you know.â
âI think,â he began, then cleared his throat and tried again. âI think you should talk it over with Sam. And pray about it long and hard. You may not realize what a hornetâs nest a woman elder would stir up.â
Oh, I thought I did, especially in the session itself. And I couldnât help but smile at the thought. On the other hand, to accept the honor simply to show our arrogant preacher and the smug old men on the session a thing or two was hardly sufficient reason to take on such a heavy responsibilityâand it a spiritual one, at that.
So I turned it over in my mind for a few minutes, gradually realizing that I was more interested in the political aspects of the nomination than the spiritual ones. âHow many supporters do I have?â I pointed to the pages on his desk.
âA fair number,â he reluctantly admitted. âBut of course, when it comes down to it, not all of them will vote for you. They may change
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