to be now, as hard as it is.â
â Something ? You donât even know, do you?â She shook her head. âWhy are you letting him do this? Mom, you always taught me to be strongâto stand up for myself. âAnnie,â you said, âyou have to go after what you want. Donât expect it to find you.ââ
âAnd you are.â I smiled.
âAnd you arenât,â she said, her voice pleading. âMomâ¦â
âIâm trying. Honestly, I am.â I studied her face. âI just donât want you to be in the middle. I want you to enjoy your first year of college and not worry about your parents. Can you do that?â
âItâs hard. But the rugby is helping.â
âOf course.â I tucked my arm through hers. We started walking again. âYou get to knock people down.â
âExactly.â
âAnnieâ¦â I swallowed hard. âIf you want, we can go to dinner with your father tonight. I can swing it if you can.â
âNo.â She squeezed my arm. âI want you all to myself. Dad and I, and apparently that womanââAnnie made quotation marks in the airââare having brunch tomorrow.â
âI would go for you if I could.â
âIâll be all right.â
âMaybe you could accidentally tackle her.â
âMom!â Annie rubbed her arms. I noticed chill bumps on her legs.
I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and picked up the pace. âWe need to get you out of those clothes.â
âOkay.â She leaned in close. âHey, you know that guy you were talking to at the match? He asked for my number.â
âYou mean Connor OâMalley? He offered me a beer just when I needed it. Well? Did you give it to him?â
âNo. But I told him he could friend me. I like to peruse the Facebook wall before I agree to a date.â
âSmart girl,â I said, pulling her closer, breathing her in, feeling grounded again for the first time in months. She was here with me. And she was alive.
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S IX
The following Monday Glenn and I sat on a bench along a red-brick walkway that cut a diagonal path through the heart of the John Adams campus. Bright crimson leaves rustled in the Japanese maple above us, occasionally releasing one in an unhurried flight to the ground.
âI bought you a coffee,â Glenn said. âFrom Browerâs.â
I popped off the lid and set the cup on the sidewalk.
âIâve never known you to turn down coffee.â
âJust letting it cool.â I crossed my legs. âOkay, so whatâs my shtick?â
âYou have decided to go back to college and pursue a degree in psychology.â
I hugged my purse, nervous at the thought of encountering the mysterious professorâour first suspect. I had dressed up in an A-line black skirt and scarlet red blazer for our meeting. âDo you think heâll buy it?â I popped the heel of my pump off and on. âA forty-five-year-old woman returning to college?â
âIt makes perfect sense. Youâve just emptied your nest.â Glenn removed his notepad from his shirt pocket and studied it. âIâve been looking into this man.â
âGlenn,â I said. âI believe youâre getting as obsessed as me.â
âI can get a little single-minded about things, Iâm afraid. It served me well in business. But research is our best weapon.â
âSo, are you certain we have the right guy?â
A fresh gust of wind exposed Glennâs bald spot. He fixed his hair back in place and examined his notes. âAbsolutely. Not only has he recently received a prestigious grant, heâs the only professor teaching four hundred-level psychology courses. Oh, and all the other psychology professors are women.â
âWell, that certainly narrows it down. Anything else?â
âLetâs see.â Glenn flipped a page.
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