but thereâs a generation out there all the way up into their twenties who think the American myth has something to do with automobiles. Theyâve never heard of Wild Bill Hickok or Wyatt Earp or Cochise.â A manâs voice startles her from behind her shoulder. âDoyle, thereâs a bloody story in that.â Itâs the customer in the khaki suit. He has a book in his hand. âThis any good?â Doyle Stevens takes it in his hand. âThe Journal of Lieutenant Thomas W. Sweeny. Westernlore.â It brings out of him a reminiscent smile. âAn absolute delight. Sweeny founded Fort Yuma, you know. Remarkable stories about the Indians down there. They had paddlewheel steamboats on the Colorado River in his day, did you know that?â She remembers her brief stroll. âYou could hardly float a toothpick on it now.â The customer sizes her up. âThatâs the bloody dam builders. You know a hundred and fifty years ago before it got overgrazed and before they bottomed out the bloody water table with too many deep wells, a good part of whatâs now the Arizona desert used to be grassland. Green and lush.â âItâs a shame,â she says with a polite little smile, wishing he would go away. Doyle Stevens says, âMrs. HartmanâGraeme Goldsmith.â She shakes his hand. His eyes smile at her with more intimacy than she likes. Heâs odd looking, especially up close where his astonishingly pale blue eyes take effect. Itâs been too long since heâs been to the barber; he has a thatch of brown hair just starting to go thin at the front and she thinks she detects a pasty hint under the camouflaging tan: likely he drinks more than he ought to. âThatâs G-r-a-e-m-e,â he says. âNobody can spell it. My mother fancied the bloody name.â Time has faded the accent but he is distinctly Australian. Doyle Stevens, about to burst, says, âLooks as though Mrs. Hartmanâs going to be our new business partner.â âThat so?â She says, âIf Mrs. Stevens approves.â âWell well. Good-oh. Weâll have to give it a proper write-up in the Trib. â An alarm jangles through her. Doyle Stevens says, âGraemeâs a reporter on the Valley Tribune. â âNot to mention Iâm a stringer for the UPI newswire,â Goldsmith says quickly. She hatches a smile and hopes it is properly gentle. âIâd rather you didnât print anything about this. Itâs sort of a silent partnership.â âAny particular reason.â âI donât want publicity. A woman living aloneâyou know how it is. Itâs the same reason I have my phone unlisted.â âOkay, Mrs. Hartman. I can buy that.â But she has seen it when he latched onto the statement that she lives alone. Doyle Stevens says, âYou want to pay for that book or were you just going to walk out with it?â Graeme Goldsmith still has his blue eyes fixed on her face. âHow much?â She tries to keep her glance friendly when it intersects with the Australianâs but after he pays for the book she is glad to see the back of him. A reporter, she thinks. Thatâs just what I need.
18 Every day she visits the mailbox of the dummy apartment in hope thereâll be something to collect. By July 25 nothing has appeared except junk mail and Dorothy Holderâs Social Security card: it comes from the forwarding service in Las Vegas. Taking a break from her on-the-job training in the retail bookselling business and from the flying lessons that take up a good part of every third afternoon she drives to Carson City where she applies for a Nevada driverâs license in the name of Dorothy (NMI) Holder. In these towns you donât go into the good restaurants and eat alone; some of them wonât seat you at all and the others assume youâre looking for a pickup. You eat