all the excuses Iâd made to Lianna and Maisy to avoid going round before today. The headaches Iâd invented. The non-existent homework. Somehow, seeing my friends made Dannyâs absence worse; it didnât feel right, carrying on like everything was normal.
âYour dad thinks thereâs been too much pressure on you,â Martha continued. âFrom the policeâ¦from me.â These last words accompanied by an apologetic pinch of her lips.
I stared at the cake on my plate. The knife hadnât so much cut the sponge as pressed its way through it. It was all scrunched up and icing was oozing out the middle. Suddenly I wasnât at all hungry.
âI know this is hard on you, Hannah.â Martha leaned over and squeezed my hand. âItâs hard on all of us. But we will find Danny, I promise. Weâll get him back.â
I nodded, looking at Rudman. He was sitting by the back door, whining at something outside.
Martha followed my gaze and sighed. âHe does that all the time, waiting for Danny to come home. And if itâs not him at it, itâs Alice.â
Alice raised her head at the sound of her name, but didnât speak. Martha boiled the kettle, emptied the teapot and swilled it under the tap, then dropped in some fresh tea bags. I studied her face. She looked exhausted, her eyes circled with gloom.
She caught my gaze and I looked away. Saw on the other side of the table several photos of Danny, and Marthaâs open laptop.
âWhatâs this?â I asked, nodding at the laptop and taking a bite of the sponge. It was coffee, but bland and much too sweet.
Martha sighed. âIâm trying to design a poster. And not getting very far. You know me and computers.â
âA poster?â
âAbout Danny. I have to do something, Hannah. I canât just sit around waiting.â
I looked at her. I knew how she felt. Doing nothing was worse than wasting your time.
âIsnât that something the police should do though?â I asked. âThe poster, I mean. Isnât that their job?â
âApparently not. Theyâve searched the area, interviewed everyone who might be a witness, alerted other police forces around the country. They seem to think theyâve done all they can at this stage.â
âDo they have any idea what might have happened?â I tried to keep the tension out of my voice.
Martha shook her head and slid her tongue around her teeth. âI get the impression they think heâs run away. That heâll come back when heâs ready.â
âAnd you donât agree?â
Her eyes fixed on mine. âDo you, Hannah? Do you really think Danny would do that, leave us, leave Alice, without a word to anyone?â
I flushed. Was Martha accusing me again?
âIâm sorry,â she said, catching the look on my face. âLetâs not get into that again. I know you would tell me if you knew anything.â
Martha sighed again, heavier this time and pulled at her top lip with her fingers. âTruth is, I donât know what to think. I canât believe heâd run off, put us through all this, but then Iâd rather that thanâ¦â
She stopped. Not letting herself go there. But I knew where that thought was leading â better Danny left of his own free will than was forced.
Abducted. Or worse.
âTheyâre talking of dragging the boating lake,â Martha said, her voice almost a whisper. âJust to check, Janet Reynolds said.â
I thought of what Iâd told them, about Danny and me crossing the ledge on our bikes. Did they think he went back there or something?
âWhen?â I asked.
âNext week.â
I swallowed.
âHeâs not there,â Martha added. âI told them that.â She looked at me as if for confirmation, her hands hovering restlessly in her lap.
I took a deep breath. âWeâll find him.â I nodded towards
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