were basically off on a long luxury holiday. If Iâd known Iâd never see the place again, or my stuff, Iâd have brought pink rabbit with me. He was only a tattered pyjama case, but Iâd had him since I was about four. I know it was stupid, but thinking about him sitting there on my shelf (if he still was), or in our old neighboursâ garage shoved in a box, or worse, chucked away in a bin bag somewhere, got me all choked up and I couldnât finish speaking.
Summer put her arm round me. âOh, you poor thing,â she said. âHow did that happen?â
But I still couldnât get any words out. Suddenly what had happened between Mum and Dad seemed too awful, and overwhelming, and I didnât want to talk about it any more.
âYou look like you could do with an iced bun,â said Marco.
âThat would be nice,â I said. I smiled gratefully at him and he smiled back at me. Then he got up and headed for the counter. It was nice, too, that he hadnât let on to Ben and Summer that heâd already known about my family situation.
And
heâd kept it just between us since Iâd told him. Heâd let
me
decide when I was ready to talk to them about it.
Summer was doing the goggly-eyes thing at Ben. âGood thinking about buns,â he said suddenly, shooting out of his seat. He gave me such a sympathetic smile I almost burst into tears, and then he went after Marco.
I leaned in to Summer. âIâm okay now, but thanks for being so lovely,â I said.
âWell, if you ever want to talkââ she began.
âThanks,â I said quickly, cutting her off. âI just want to forget about it for now though.â I knew I had to compose myself
right away
, or there was a danger Iâd lose it completely and have to go round all day crying like a total wreck. Which would play havoc with my mascara.
âOkay, if youâre sure,â she said then.
âIâm sure,â I insisted.
She followed my gaze to where I was accidentally staring at Marco. âYou two were acting weird by the lockers just now⦠Is something going on between you?â
Bless her for changing the subject even though I could see she was still worried about me. âI donât know, is it?â I asked. âYou know him really well. You tell me.â
âAbbie!â she gasped, staring at me wide-eyed.
âI mean, no itâs not!â I hissed, back-pedalling. âNothingâs going onâ¦â
But she stood up and pulled me with her. âRight. Me. You. Loos. Now,â she said, and I was marched off.
âSummer, I donât know why you dragged me in here!â I protested, when we were in front of the mirrors, pretending to check our hair. âThereâs nothing to say! I really like him, thatâs all⦠As a friendâ¦â
Her eyes bored into mine. She wasnât buying any of it.
âOkay, I admit it, I have a huge bone-shaking crush on him!â I cried. âAre you happy now?â
She gave a long sigh. âNo, not really. Ben said he gave you the heads-up about Marco already, or I would have said something myself.â
âI canât help how I feel,â I said, a bit snottily.
âWell,
try
,â she countered. âFive words: Lucy. Ruby. Rachel. Sharmin. Alesha. Those are all the girls heâs led on then messed about in the last few months. No, hang on, six words: Gabrielle.â
âOkay, okay, I get the picture,â I grumbled.
Summer frowned, thinking. âNo, actually, seven, because there was Charlise as well. I forgot about her because sheâs in Year 11.â
âYear 11!â I screeched, then managed to compose myself. âLook, itâs irrelevant because I donât think he likes me anyway,â I said. I secretly thought he might, but I wanted to see her reaction.
âItâs obvious he does,â she countered, and I had to concentrate
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