about whatâs happening to us.â
â âThat womanâ? âGloatâ? So is that what you think of her? Some woman who gloats? Iâm amazed that youâve agreed to be friends with such a bitch for all these years.â
âIt wouldnât be a novelty for someone who celebrates her fatherâs three-year jail sentence. Think what a marvelous party sheâd have if they gave him life, poor man.â
âApart from the fact that there exists no more inappropriate word for Ritaâs father than âpoor man,â I assure you that you are mistaken. Rita loves me, Rita loves us. Not to mention Flavio. Heâs the only friend I totally trust. One who would do anything he could for me. It would be insulting to him if at a moment like this I excluded him.â
âAh, and this is your biggest worry? The offensiveness of excluding a friend?â
âI didnât say
only
for that. I said
also
for that. And then just let Rita try . . . â
âAnd if she does?â
âIâll make her shape up, God damn it . . . but it wonât happen. Flavio and Rita know me too well not to know that thereâs no basis for any of the things Iâve been accused of.â
âSo thatâs it . . . â
âThatâs what?â
âIf you really think that, if youâre so sure youâre rightâand I am, too, dearest, I swearâwhy do I have the impression that you arenât doing everything necessary?â
â NECESSARY FOR WHAT ?â
âNo, listen, if youâre going to start shouting letâs end the discussion.â
âO.K., Iâm calm. I wonât raise my voice again. Tell me, explain: I havenât done whatâs necessary for what?â
âYouâre not taking this seriously, my love. Itâs the same old story. If youâre in this situation itâs partly because youâve had too much faith in others. And now it strikes me that you havenât learned your lesson. That you continue to put too much trust in others. Which is admirable. It makes you a wonderful man. But itâs also dangerous and not practical. You put too much faith in your neighbor. Too much faith in truth. Iâve told you a thousand times. Youâre the most optimistic man I know. Your kindness, your good faith are admirable . . . â
âAnd how do you think the honest man youâre describing, that type of good-hearted idiot, could have accomplished all he has accomplished in life?â
âLeo, dearest, what does that have to do with it? I know you have no equal in your work. I understood it from the way you taught when I met you. Passion, intuition, expertise. You unfolded for us the mysteries of human physiology so magically. My friends were all in love with you. I still have a hard time believing that I was chosen by the young, incredibly handsome, unapproachable Professor Pontecorvo . . . And something tells me you chose me just because I was the one who had the least hope. But that doesnât mean youâre just as good at managing everything else . . . I really get the impression that for some reason you are underestimating this situation. And that youâve left me out of the whole business. Why donât you let me in? Why donât you let me help? Whatâs the matter this time? Iâve always taken care of you, full time, why this time no? Why did you keep me from going to the lawyer the other day? You donât know how it pains me to be excluded. Not to know.â
âListen, whatever you may think, Iâm neither stupid nor naïve nor irresponsible. The lawyer for Santa Cristina is an excellent lawyer. And he has reassured me in every way.â
âThatâs just what Iâm saying! How can you not understand that your interests are in conflict with the hospitalâs? And that if necessary theyâll not only get rid of you but do it so as to pin all the
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