I showered and dressed. I had grown up always knowing what I wanted. Now I wasn’t so sure. Romeo was great but I wasn’t even sure if his name was even Romeo. I had no clue who he was. I really had no clue who I was anymore. I sighed as I looked in the mirror and pinned my hair up. Maybe I was overthinking everything. Maybe I just needed to let it go. My phone started ringing snapping me out of my thoughts. It was Romeo so I answered. “Hello.” I couldn’t hide my excitement to hear from him. “Hey lady.” He sounded playful as ever. “I had a questions and I want you to be open minded.” I felt my pulse quicken and I knew this was going to be something serious. “What?” I tried not to sound too harsh when I said it. “Will you to make a movie with me?” His voice was soft and serious. He wasn’t joking around or being playful. I felt my stomach knot up. “What kind of movie?” “You know what kind.” His voice was low and sexy. I hated it when he used that voice it made me want to agree. “Why?” My voice was barely a whisper as I tried to disguise my horror. He laughed. “Well there are a few reasons. Money and fun are two very good reasons.” He sounded very at ease like he did it all the time. “Have you made movies before?” I was trying not to get to upset. I knew his background I didn’t understand why I was so surprised. He sighed. “I think you know the answer to that and I don’t understand why you sound so disgusted. You fucked me in front of several people last night.” I blushed at the memory. “That wasn’t on permanent film. I know nothing about you. I just don’t think I can.” He scoffed. “This has nothing to do with what you know. This has to do with you thinking you’re too good for all of us. Get off your high horse and get on your knees you might like it.” He hung up and I looked at the phone a little shocked. Maybe he was right maybe I was too stuck up and that was the problem.
By six I hadn’t heard from Romeo so I decided not to go to the club. He was obviously mad at me. I made dinner and sat down and watched TV. My phone jingled, it was a text from Romeo. ‘Please come see me.’ I sighed. I didn’t want to stay away from him. I wanted to know more about him. I grabbed my coat and headed toward the club. I was dressed down in jeans, a tank top, and a light coat. I never dressed like a patron of the club anyway so I didn’t bother changing. It didn’t look busy which wasn’t surprising. It was Sunday night everyone had work tomorrow. I crossed the street and went inside. Lea was standing there and I blushed a little when I saw her. She smiled. “Hi, Juliet.” “Hey Lea is he in his office?” I was trying not to blush. All I could remember when I looked at her was her kissing me. She nodded and I walked through the bar and knocked on his office door. His usual sultry voice told me to come in. I slipped in his office. He was lounging on one of the couches. He was wearing nothing but leather pants and his hair was down. I sat down on the opposite couch and he watched me. He wasn’t smiling so I wasn’t sure of his mood. He was actually very hard to read at that moment. Usually he was smiling. “I wasn’t sure if you would come.” His voice was steady and smooth. There was no playful lilt to it and I was beginning to wonder if there was something wrong. “Why wouldn’t I?” I picked at my finger nails unable to meet his gaze. He shrugged and looked away, “I was rude to you earlier. I just have a lot going on and I didn’t mean to snap at you.” I got up and went to him. I snuggled up next to him. He smelled like his soft cologne and body wash. “I’m sorry I am having such a hard time. This is all so different from what I am used to.” I was used to staying to myself and staying closed off; not sex clubs. He laughed softly and kissed my head. “I think I am beginning to understand how you