Save Me by Heidi McLaughlin

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    “Good morning, Amy,” Laura says, handing me a steaming cup of coffee. Holding it between my hands, I inhale deeply. I love the smell of her home roasted coffee. She sells it specifically for the store, along with an assortment of cakes, pastries, cheeses, and meats. Her little store is a tourist stop and is often too busy for just the two of us, but we make it work. According to Laura, her first year of ownership was a struggle, but after putting in the breakfast and lunch counter things picked up. And when she started featuring local products to help out the farmers and independent businesses in the area, people really started to come in. By the second year, her business had grown and it’s still thriving fifteen years later. I’ve been working for her for four years now and know just about everything there is to know.
    I tip my head back and welcome the warmth as the coffee trickles down my throat before I answer her. Yes, this makes getting up early worth it.
    “Morning, Laura. How are things?” I ask, coming around the counter to place my purse in the drawer and grab my apron. I do everything here: cook, clean, stock shelves, serve the lunch crowd, and chat whenever someone needs an ear … and believe me everyone has something to say. I’m everyone’s favorite history teacher’s wife, and when your husband is highly respected you do what you can to keep up appearances.
    “Can’t complain. Now that you’re here, I’m going to run and do the banking. I’ll be right back.”
    With a flurry, Laura is out the door before I can respond. It’s normal for her; once she has her mind set, it’s moving a million times faster than her body and she probably feels like she’s already late. The nearest town is about forty minutes from here, so her “right back” means two or three hours later. I don’t mind, really, since everyone who comes in are either locals or tourists.
    One of the best things about my job is that I get to talk to people from all over. I get to hear their stories and pretend it’s me having the grand adventure they’re enjoying. Tourists love to share. They love that you care. I want them to feel welcomed, even if this isn’t their final destination.
    And when they leave, I move on to the next person and their adventure because deep down talking to them makes me miss where I came from, makes me long for the warm air, the ocean and sand between my toes. They make me question my existence and I often find myself wondering how things could’ve been different.
    I set out and start the daily chores around the store. Laura has already dealt with the early morning rush, leaving me to clean up and make sure the store is presentable. Our busy times vary, but between five and six in the morning you can guarantee a trucker or two will be in here eating before hitting the highway. The state lacks the necessary highway system to help them get from point A to point B. This is where small towns like Pittsfield come in. If you create the atmosphere, they’ll stop and become regulars.
    One of the farmers from down the road walks in, grabs the newspaper, and takes a seat at the counter. After pouring his usual iced tea, I set it down in front of him.
    “Thanks, Amy.”
    “No problem, Adam. Let me know when you’re ready to order.”
    He nods and opens the paper, getting lost in the news. The paper here is nothing like I’m used to. You can read front to back in under an hour, or just ask one of the guys on the porch what’s going on and they’ll tell you. Not a whole lot happens around here, and for that I’m thankful. The less excitement we have the better I feel.
    “Unbelievable,” Adam huffs, grabbing my attention.
    “What’s that?”
    He shakes his head and ruffles the paper to straighten it out. “Just that senator from Florida.”
    I’m not sure what Adam is talking about, as I haven’t been keeping up with the news lately. There was a time in my life when all I did was watch