knocked with some horse sense.â Roscoâs lips were still pressed close to the place where Walnutâs ear would be if she were a china doll. âIâm showing you how it is you should tell this here dolly what you know,â Rosco said. âSpeak to her more quiet than the breeze speaks to the sky. If you do that, Summer, you can speak as much of your mind as you please.â
I had to think on that for a moment. âCan I tell her when Iâm feeling squirrely?â
Rosco nodded.
âCan I tell her what I think âbout Missy Claire and her Arts and Letters Society?â
Rosco nodded again. âYou can tell her any deep-down thing you wantâ
âI got a lot I want to tell Walnut,â I said quietly.
âGood,â Rosco encouraged. ââLong as you say it soâs only she can hear. Promise me, Summer.â
âI promise.â
Rosco gave my hand a little squeeze.
âRos,â I asked, âwhat is arts, anyway?â
Rosco thought a moment. âArts is a special way of doing something, making something fine as can be. Like Mamaâs way of shaping tea cakes. And Clemâs way of shoeing horses. Thatâs arts,â Rosco said.
We were at the front steps of the house now, about to go inside, about to face our work for the day.
But I was too squirrely to work. I twirled Walnut by her arms. Spun her out in front of me to make her dance. Then, like a cricket springing free from under a leaf, I asked Rosco, âYou ever wonder why we ainât got no pa?â
âEverybodyâs got a pa.â
I went back to cuddling my dolly. âWhoâs our pa, then?â
Roscoâs jaw went tight. âSomebody,â was all he said.
âSomebody who? And whereâs he at?â
Rosco kicked at the steps in front of him. âGirl, you always got a beesâ nest of questions buzzing up in you. Itâs enough to drive a good man to agitation.â
I could smell Mamaâs biscuits. âYou ever ask Mama âbout our daddy?â
Rosco kicked at the steps again, harder this time. âNope,â he said.
âHow come?â
Rosco wouldnât look at me then. He said, âHalf the slaves on this place donât know nothinâ about who their pa is.â
âBut donât you ever wonder, Ros?â
Now Roscoâs jaw was tight as ever. âI ainât like you, Summer. I ainât got the same bees bothering me. I donât want to know the answer to every last little thing.â
âBut this ainât little, Ros.â
Rosco went around to the side door of the house. Before he walked up the back steps to Lowellâs room, he said, âSummer, if you mess with too many bees, you come away with a bad sting.â
I cradled Walnut, listening to Rosco creak his way up the stairs, wishing Iâd remembered to ask him about his own silent thunder.
10
Rosco
September 28, 1862
I LOVED SUNDAY MORNINGS at the house, when the Parnells had gone to church. It was quiet, and I could take a moment to watch the sun stretch its arms along the walls of the masterâs study.
Today, lady sun was doing a fine job dancing across Master Parnellâs writing desk. And she did me a true favor by calling my attention to the Harperâs Weekly that was folded open and resting on the desk blotter.
I leaned over the desk, just enough to see a headline and a good bit of the main story. My eyes followed down the page. I spotted President Abraham Lincolnâs name right away. Then I came to two words I didnât know. Two long words I tried to sound out silendy.
Emancipation Proclamation.
The article said the president had presented a draft of this Emancipation Proclamation to Congress, andthat he intended to issue a formal version of the document at the first of the new year, 1863. This document would call for the freedom of all slaves.
Right then, something flinched inside my chest. I read the final
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