sentence again, letting my eyes rest on each word. I had to make sure I was reading them right.
I got a little hum up inside me; a strange, eager feeling. The same excitement I got whenever I rode Dash at a sprint in the far meadow. It was a feeling I didnât fully understand, but I sure liked the way it swelled in my belly. I had to will my insides to be still.
The freedom of all slaves.
Them words were easy. I didnât even need to sound them out.
But the longer wordsâ Emancipation Proclamationâ still snagged in my throat. They were the kind of words that set me a challenge. A challenge that wouldnât let me step away without giving it a good go.
I sounded them two long-lettered words over and over till I could hear myself pronouncing them outright. When I spoke the words slowly, I could feel my lips and tongue get a hold of them.
Emancipation Proclamation.
Soon I was reading them words smooth as butter, reading them like they were a song, almost.
Thatâs when I heard Mama calling my name.
She was hollering full-out, scared and shaky. A holler I ainât never heard come from Mama. âRosco!â
I quickly put the Harperâs Weekly back like Iâd found it and hurried to the front entry, where Mama and Clem were hoisting Master Gideon off the drive-seat of his carriage. Summer stood by, holding Walnut close to her chest. Missy Claire and Lowell were still inside the carriage. Missyâs shoulders were curled in around her. Her whole face was buried in both hands. Lowell was carefully lifting pieces of hair away from his motherâs cupped fingers.
Thea came running from the well at the side of the house, holding a dipper of water. Clem and Mama set Master Gideon out on the grass beside the entry road. He lay flat on his back, his belly sagging. He was bloated and babbling things none of us could understand. His eyelids fluttered when he tried to speak.
Thea knelt beside him. She lifted his head, parted his lips, and tried to help him take in some water. But it was no use. The master couldnât drink. The water spilled from the sides of his mouth and dribbled down his front.
Thea looked from Clem to Mama to me. Worry clenched her face. âWant me to bring some cayenne liniment?â I asked Mama.
Mama shook her head once. âNo, child,â she said, âliniment wonât help this.â
11
Summer
September 29, 1862
Y ESTERDAY, WHEN THE PARNELLS came home from church, the master was in an awful way. Somethinâ bad had happened to him. Somethinâ I ainât never seen or known about. The masterâs body was two ways at once: limp as gooseflesh, and stiff as a barn door. I wouldâve sworn the master was dead, with the way Mama and Clem had him laid out on the grass.
But Parnell didnât look as though he was gonna let anything or anybody take him from this life. Even in his helplessness, he wore a stubborn expression.
He was talkinâ gibberish. But if Iâd had a cent to my name, Iâd have bet he was giving an orderâ âLeave me alone.â
At Mamaâs insistence, Rosco loosened the cravat that had become twisted at the masterâs neck. The masterâspits and front were soaked with sweat. Thatâs how I truly knew that he was nowhere near dead. I ainât never known a dead person to speak or sweat or protest the way Gideon Parnell was doinâ under the high afternoon sun.
Soon after, Doc Bates rushed up in his wagon. He pressed his fingers to the spot where Master Gideonâs ear meets his neck and, right then, the doctor told us all who were standing there that the master had suffered âan apoplectic stroke.â Doc said heâd only seen a few cases of what he called âapoplexy,â and that we could expert the master to âwither in his limbsâ and âlose the abilities of articulation.â
Them words didnât mean nothing to me when Doc Bates said them. But I
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