home and she was a little angry that I’d not had the guts to totally break it off with him but she was glad I was safe; as was I. Now that I didn’t have the ring I fell into a deep sleep; the best I’d had in days. -14-
I pulled back the drapes and stared at the mansion house. Did I really live there as Emily Gray? And if I did, could it mean the people living there now were sort of my ex-relatives. I started to get ready for school. I reached for my hairbrush and noticed a mark on my ring finger. It was bruised. It was strange because it wasn’t really hurting me. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail, brushed my teeth and went down to get breakfast. Mom was already up pouring coffee. I could smell toast. She’d buttered it and put it in the toast rack and so I took a piece; enjoying the taste of melted butter on my tongue. I felt good today, for the first time in ages. “How are you today?” Mom asked as she sat down with her coffee opposite me. “I feel great, how are you?” “I’ve got an interview today, actually. If I get it I won’t have to work two shifts any more and I’ll get to spend more time with you.” “Mom, that’s great. Where is it?” She placed her coffee on the table and held it tightly in her hands. “It’s in Maine. Not far from your college.” “What?” “If I get it I can come with you to Maine and we can still live together, if you want.” I thought about Eddie. “But if you move to Maine I won’t be able to come back here at weekends.” “What is there here for us? Once you go to college you’ll meet other boys and you’ll forget about Eddie.” “Mom, why are you doing this?” “It’s fate don’t you see? It’s a fresh start for both of us. Now that you’re older I’m ready to get on with my life too. There’s nothing here for me, Charls.” “I’ve got to get to school.” “You can’t avoid this talk. I’m going to the interview and I’ll move to Maine with or without you.” I grabbed my school bag and knocked for Amber. Now I wouldn’t be able to see her at weekends either. I just had to pray Mom didn’t get the new job. Amber answered the door; toast still hanging out of her mouth. “I’m so tired today,” she mumbled. I didn’t answer. I had so much going around in my head. “What’s up with you?” she asked. “Ambs, Mom might be selling the house and moving to Maine with me. She’s says there’s nothing here for her. She isn’t thinking about me at all.” The color drained from Amber’s face. “What did you say?” “I told her she was being selfish but she said she’s moving with or without me.” “But you can’t go for good; I’ll miss you.” I fought back tears. “And I’ll miss you too.” “And what about Eddie? He’ll go mad if you aren’t going to be coming back at weekends.” “I know. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I just hope she doesn’t get the job.” I found it hard to concentrate for the rest of the day. It was lucky we’d already done all of our tests and we weren’t really doing any real work. We both had a free period after lunch and so Amber had agreed to come with me to the mansion. If the blonde woman was my ex-relative of sorts then I wanted to find out more about her and my past. We were both going to pretend that we were doing research for a history project and go from there. I was willing to risk her thinking I was weird. Amber knocked loudly on the door again and eventually somebody answered it. It was the blonde woman from the attic sale. “Hello again,” she said. “Can I help you?” “We’re doing a history project at school,” Amber began, “and we were wondering if we could ask you a few questions about this house and some people who used to live here.” She paused, giving us both the once over. “I would have preferred some sort of notice but luckily for you