hanging from a hook. I thought of what heâd been wearing when he showed up at my house and picked up the jacket. I felt around, and in one of the pockets I found an envelope. The words âJacob Kelleyâ were penned on it in Brianâs handwriting.
I tore it open and pulled out a single sheet of folded smartpaper. The only words were a single line of printed text: âWhat is your favorite number?â
Marek looked over my shoulder. âWhatâs that, some kind of password request?â
I smiled. âSomething like that. You have a pen?â
Marek fished a Bic pen out of his pocket, and I wrote â137.036â on the paper. When I stopped, the printing disappeared and was replaced by a longer message:
Dear Jacob:
I wanted to come and tell you about all this in person, but I didnât have the nerve. I think itâs for the best this way. Youâre smart; youâll figure it out, and maybe someday youâll join me.
Say goodbye to Cathie for me.
Brian
I showed the letter to Marek.
âI thought he did come see you in person,â Marek said.
âYeah. I donât know what he means. Maybe he changed his mind after he wrote this.â I replaced the jacket on the hook on the back of the door, and a small mirror to one side caught my eye. Something about the light reflected from it seemed wrong. Marek moved in front of it, and his reflection flitted across the mirror in the opposite direction of his movement. Definitely odd. I stepped in front of it, so I could see my own reflection, and saw right away that my hair was parted on the wrong side. It was like looking at a photograph of myself instead of a reflection. I raised my hand, and the wrong hand went up. This wasnât really a mirror.
âWhatâs going on with this?â I asked. I reached out to lift it off the wall. My reversed reflection in the mirror did the same, though with the wrong hand. I looked in my face, only there was something wrong, so horribly wrong that for a split second I couldnât figure out what it was. My eyes were missing. In their place, there was only a smooth expanse of skin, unbroken, with not even a cavity where the eyes should have been.
It was like when a child in a crowded room reaches up and grasps, with easy familiarity, her fatherâs hand, only to discover that it is not her father after all but a complete stranger. A moment of calm reassurance is transformed into a moment of horror as she realizes that, not only is she holding the hand of a man she doesnât know, but she has no idea where her father is.
I jerked away from the mirror, letting it fall back against the wall, and touched my eyes. The reflection in the mirror was normal again, too. âDid you see that?â I asked.
Marek peered in the mirror, then back at me. âSee what?â
âCome on,â I said. âTime to go.â
âWhere are we going?â
âTo say goodbye to Cathie, like the letter says.â
âWhoâs Cathie? Someone who works here?â
âCathieâs not a who,â I said. âSheâs a what.â
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