Ski, dwindled to a few bottles and the speeches gave way to anecdotes.
At least Abigail wasnât here to hate this casual funeral, or whatever they were calling it. Nora wanted to honor Scott and give his friends a chance to say goodbye. Now, at the end of her ability to maintain control, she simply wished it would end.
Nora leaned against Charlie, glad for his loyal, if a little beer-bleary, support. Abbey lay at her feet, content to snooze in the dappled shade of the pines.
Charlie put his arm around her shoulder and squeezed. âMighty fine sendoff. Scott had a boatload of friends, both here and from other places.â
People flocked to Scott. He knew how to have fun. It always amazed her that someone so full of life and mischief would hook up with someone serious like her. At first she hadnât trusted it, hadnât trusted him. But he charmed her and won her over so completely that after seven years she didnât know where he started and she ended. So many women wanted to be with Scott, but heâd chosen Nora to be his wife.
One of Scottâs buddies finished his story. âScott pointed his skis down, took that jump, and landed like a giant snowball. He rolled down the mountain. We thought he broke at least twenty bones. But when we got there he was brushing snow off, like, âDudes, what took you so long?â â The friend raised his bottle. âYou got there first again, man. Guess you couldnât wait.â
A few people murmured, most raised their bottles at the simple hat-sized pine box Nora had picked out for Scottâs ashes.
After a moment of silence, Nora sucked in a breath. She planned to dump his ashes over the side of the mountain and leave him in a place he loved.
Charlieâs watery eyes filled with compassion.
How could she let him go? She could scatter Scottâs ashes anytime. It didnât have to be now. Nora stepped from under Charlieâs arm and turned to the knot of people. Since trekking up the mountain, Nora had drawn in her body tight so she wouldnât fly apart. She knew his friends had gathered by the sounds of shuffling feet and murmurs. She hadnât been able to turn and see them all.
She inhaled deeply and swallowed. âThank you for coming. This is the way Scott would have chosen that we celebrate his life.â Celebrate his life. Who comes up with this crap?
Abbey stood and stretched. He settled his silky head under Noraâs dangling fingers.
They stepped forward, hugged her, kissed her, said variations of, âif thereâs anything I can do.â She smiled and accepted that they loved Scott and cared for her. But she wanted to be alone.
Charlie and Nora stood by the box as everyone else wandered away. God, when would this end? A mass of blonde drew Noraâs attention to the edge of the clearing, where people were starting to make their way down the trail.
A big-ass ugly mule kicked Noraâs belly, followed by instant nausea. That face always caused the same reaction.
Charlie followed Noraâs line of vision. âYou got something against that girl?â
The blonde threw her arms around one of Scottâs cycling buddies. She sobbed into his chest, and he patted her back.
Already tender, Noraâs emotions shredded into piles of gore. âI canât believe her nerve.â
Charlie took a step down the trail. âIf you donât want her here, Iâll send her on her way.â
Nora didnât want to remember that face. Two years ago, the night sheâd driven to town for a beer. Alone because Scott was supposedly competing in a bike race in Utah, she stepped into the bar. She expected happy greetings from friends, but their faces froze. It took about two seconds to see Scott cozied up to that athletic blonde at a back table.
Just seeing that bleached head of spun shit brought back the pain, humiliation, and betrayal. Nora wanted to honor Scott today, not relive that
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