questions. The more correct answers I give, the angrier Cardan grows. He makes no secret of his displeasure, drawling to Locke about how boring these lessons are and sneering at the lecturer.
For once, weâre done before dark has fully fallen. Taryn and I start for home, with her giving me concerned glances. The light of sunset filters through the trees, and I take a deep breath, drinking in the scent of pine needles. I feel a kind of weird calm, despite the stupidity of what Iâve done.
âThis isnât like you,â Taryn says finally. âYou donât pick fights with people.â
âAppeasing them wonât help.â I toe a stone with a slipper-covered foot. âThe more they get away with, the more they believe theyâre entitled to have.â
âSo youâre going to, whatâteach them manners?â Taryn sighs. âEven if someone should do it, that someone doesnât have to be you.â
Sheâs right. I know sheâs right. The giddy fury of this afternoon will fade, and I will regret what Iâve done. Probably after a good, long sleep, Iâll be as horrified as Taryn is. All I have bought myself is worse problems, no matter how good it felt to salve my pride.
Youâre no killer.
What you lack is nothing to do with experience.
And yet, I donât regret it now. Having stepped off the edge, what I want to do is fall.
I begin to speak when a hand claps down over my mouth. Fingers sink into the skin around my lips. I strike out, swinging my body around, and see Locke grabbing Tarynâs waist. Someone has my wrists. I wrench my mouth free and scream, but screams in Faerie are like birdsong, too common to attract much attention.
They push us through the woods, laughing. I hear a whoop from one of the boys. I think I hear Locke say something about larks being over quickly, but itâs swallowed up in the merriment.
Then a shove at my shoulders and the horrible shock of cold water closing over me. I sputter, trying to breathe. I taste mud and reeds. I shove myself up. Taryn and I are waist-high in the river, the current pushing us downstream toward a deeper, rougher part. I dig my feet into the muck at the bottom to keep from being swept away. Taryn is gripping a boulder, her hair wet. She must have slipped.
âThere are nixies in this river,â Valerian says. âIf you donât get out before they find you, theyâll pull you under and hold you there. Their sharp teeth will sink into your skin.â He mimes taking a bite.
Theyâre all along the riverbank, Cardan closest, Valerian beside him. Locke brushes his hand over the tops of cattails and bulrushes, looking abstracted. He does not seem kind now. He seems bored with his friends and with us, too.
âNixies canât help what they are,â Nicasia says, kicking the water so that it splashes my face. âJust like you wonât be able to help drowning.â
I dig my feet deeper into the mud. The water filling my boots makes it hard to move my legs, but the mud locks them in place when I manage to stand still. I donât know how I am going to get to Taryn without slipping.
Valerian is emptying our schoolbags onto the riverbank. He and Nicasia and Locke take turns hurling the contents into the water. My leather-bound notebooks. Rolls of paper that disintegrate as they sink. The books of ballads and histories make an enormous splash, then lodge between two stones and will not budge. My fine pen and nibs shimmer along the bottom. My inkpot shatters on the rocks, turning the river vermilion.
Cardan watches me. Although he doesnât lift a finger, I know this is all his doing. In his eyes, I see all the vast alienness of Faerie.
âIs this fun?â I call to the shore. I am so furious that thereâs no room for being scared. âAre you enjoying yourselves?â
âEnormously,â says Cardan. Then his gaze slides from me to where shadows
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