my direction, quick and apologetic. âI donât have to say that. That wasnât part of the bargain.â The others laugh.
Cardanâs boot parts the thistles and bulrushes. Locke starts to speak, but Cardan cuts him off. âYour sister abandoned you. See what we can do with a few words? And everything can get so much worse. We can enchant you to run around on all fours, barking like a dog. We can curse you to wither away for want of a song youâll never hear again or a kind word from my lips. Weâre not mortal. We will break you. Youâre a fragile little thing; weâd hardly need to try. Give up.â
âNever,â I say.
He smiles, smug. âNever? Never is like foreverâtoo big for mortals to comprehend.â
The shape in the water remains where it is, probably because the presence of Cardan and the others makes it seem like I have friends who might defend me if I were attacked. I wait for Cardanâs next move, watching him carefully. I hope I look defiant. He scrutinizes me for a long, awful moment.
âThink on us,â he says to me. âAll through your long, sodden, shameful walk home. Think on your answer. This is the least of what we can do.â With that, he turns away from us, and after a moment, the others turn, too. I watch him go. I watch them all go.
When theyâre out of sight, I pull myself onto the bank, flopping onto my back in the mud next to where Taryn is standing. I take big, gulping breaths of air. The nixies begin to surface, looking at us with hungry, opalescent eyes. They peer at us through a patch of foxtails. One begins to crawl onto land.
I throw my rock. It doesnât come close to hitting, but the splash startles them into not coming closer.
Grunting, I force myself up to begin walking. And all through our walk home, while Taryn makes soft, sobbing sounds, I think about how much I hate them and how much I hate myself. And then I donât think about anything but lifting my wet boots, one step after another carrying me past the briars and fiddleheads and elms, past bushes of red-lipped cherries, barberries and damsons, past the wood sprites who nest in the rosebushes, home to a bath and a bed in a world that isnât mine and might never be.
M y head is pounding when Vivienne shakes me awake. She jumps up onto the bed, kicking off the coverlets and making the frame groan. I press a cushion over my face and curl up on my side, trying to ignore her and go back to dreamless slumber.
âGet up, sleepyhead,â she says, pulling back my blankets. âWeâre going to the mall.â
I make a strangled noise and wave her away.
âUp!â she commands, leaping again.
âNo,â I moan, burrowing deeper in whatâs left of the blankets. âIâve got to rehearse for the tournament.â
Vivi stops bouncing, and I realize that itâs no longer true. I donât have to fight. Except that I foolishly told Cardan I would never quit.
Which makes me remember the river and the nixies and Taryn.
How she was right, and I was magnificently, extravagantly wrong.
âIâll buy you coffee when we get there, coffee with chocolate and whipped cream.â Vivi is relentless. âCome on. Tarynâs waiting.â
I half-stumble out of bed. Standing, I scratch my hip and glare. She gives me her most charming smile, and I find my annoyance fading, despite myself. Vivi is often selfish, but sheâs so cheerful about it and so encouraging of cheerful selfishness in others that itâs easy to have fun with her.
I dress quickly in the modern clothes I keep in the very back of my wardrobeâjeans, an old gray sweater with a black star on it, and a pair of glittery silver Converse high-tops. I pull my hair into a slouchy knitted hat, and when I catch a glimpse of myself in the full-length mirror (carved so that it seems like a pair of bawdy fauns are on either side of the glass, leering), a
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