school. Heâs arranged it with the headmaster. He must stay until heâs eighteen. Itâs like sending him to prison.â She breaks into sobs.
He casts around for a handkerchief, sees only inky rags, the one in his coat pocket filthy, but she takes one from her travelling bag.
âWhat did they beat him for? How old is he? What in heavenâs name did he do?â
âOh, Matthew is fifteen, a year younger than me. But weâre friends. Weâve always been friends. We never quarrel, unlike some brothers and sisters. I shall not live at home if Matthew is not there.â
âBut what did he do that was so bad?â
âHe hoisted a French flag on the White Tower on the Kingâs Birthday. They said it was a crime.â
âOh lord! What an extraordinary thing to do! And how on earthâ¦? Was it his idea?â
âYes, but I helped him sew the flag.â
âOho!â
âWe found pieces of silk in my motherâs box of stuffs. A proper sized flag: three yards wide. Matthew attached it to rope.â
âYouâre revolutionaries! Wonderful! Iâve known several myself, but none like you, for theyâre all men. Lucy, you are the first revolutionary woman Iâve met.â
He begins to sweat. Holds his fists hard on his thighs. Forgets his lack of sleep.
âI cannot claim that title â Iâm not sure I believe in revolution.â
âI was once in the Corresponding Society. Have you heard of it?â
âNo, I havenât. All I know is that Matthew is angry the whole time. He hates where we live. Hates the school. Oh, poor Matthew! But itâs no use my crying about him, is it? I shall make a plan to rescue him. Though I donât suppose ⦠At least I can write letters to him. Do you think theyâll let him receive letters?â
âI donât know. Perhaps not. Iâll help you, Lucy.â
âWill you?â
âWeâll secrete letters to him somehow. I have friends of all kinds. But where do you live that he hates so much?â
âThe Tower. We live in the Tower. We already live in a prison, you see! The prison for traitors. My father is chaplain. The soldiers there must attend services; sometimes the King comes.â
âHeavens!â He scrambles up heavily from the floor. âThen I salute Matthew. I salute you both. What a remarkable thing to do! What courage! And I have only ever posted bills and bored myself at interminable meetings! Oh, how feeble! Lucy, I am honoured to have found you!â
He takes both her hands, pulls her to her feet.
âI must sketch you. Stand there. Just there!â
He steps sideways, knocks her teacup and dabs violently at her clothes with the nearest rag.
âOh! Have I ruined the gown? How careless of me. You shall have another.â
âAre you so rich, to buy food for two people and new gowns?â
âNo, not rich. My father left a bit of money. Iâm almost through it. I shall finish my apprenticeship next year. But Iâm very good, you know. Digham says so and heâs the best engraver in London. Iâll draw you now!â
*
A while later, she watches him mix a ground of asphalt, resin, wax, spread it onto a plate of thin copper. The smell of resin speaks of unknown forests. He takes his etching needle, deftly reproduces his charcoal sketch in reverse, an image of herself cut into wax. With care she would not have thought possible from his previous clumsiness he dips the plate into a small bath, warns her not to touch the nitric acid, dilute though it is. Lifts it out, dabs varnish on the deepest grooves, dips again.
Rags, more rags, discarded clothes. Under a pile of them she finds some finewed bread, grey and hairy, another cup, a hard-boiled egg half eaten, but doesnât distract him with her finds.
He removes the ground from the copper plate.
âAnd now to Dighamâsâ, he says. âWill you come? He has
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