good here.â
âVibes?â
âVibrations.â
âOh.â
âItâs a question of belief. This place is filled with belief. Thatâs why I picked it. I need belief.â
âFor what?â Father OâConner asked curiously.
âSo I can believe.â
âWhat do you want to believe?â
âThat God is sane.â
âI assure youâHe is,â Father OâConner said with conviction.
âHow the hell do you know?â
âItâs a matter of my own belief.â
âNot if you were a Mohawk Indian.â
âI donât know. I have never been a Mohawk Indian.â
âI have.â
Father OâConner thought about it for a moment or two, and in all fairness he could not deny that a Mohawk Indian might have quite a different point of view.
âHis Eminence, the Cardinal, is provoked at me,â he said finally. âHe wants me to persuade you to leave.â
âSo youâre bringing back the fuzz.â
âNo, peacefully.â
âBefore you were with me on this being Godâs pad. Has His Eminence talked you out of that?â
âHe pointed out that the Almighty has equal claim to the Soviet Union. I suppose wherever it is, the tenants make the rules.â
âAll right. Spell it out.â
âI hate to be a top sergeant about it,â Father OâConner said. âHow long were you planning to stay?â
âUntil God answers me.â
âThat can be a long time,â Father OâConner said unhappily.
âOr an instant. I am meditating on time.â
âTime?â
âI always think of time when I think of God,â the Indian said. âHe has His time. We have ours. I want Him to open His time to me. What in hell am I doing here on Fifth Avenue? Iâm a Mohawk Indian. Right?â
Father OâConner nodded.
âI donât know,â the Indian said. âWeâll give it the old school try, and then you can call the fuzz. How about it? Until morning?â
âUntil morning,â Father OâConner said.
âIâll do as much for you sometime,â the Indian said, and those were the last words he was heard to say. The newspaper reporters came down and the television crowd made a second visit, but the Indian was through talking.
The Indian was meditating. He allowed thought to leave his mind and he watched his breath go in and out and he became a sort of a universe unto himself. He considered Godâs time and he considered manâs timeâbut without thought. There are no thoughts known to man that are capable of dealing even with manâs time, much less Godâs time; but the Indian was not so far from his ancestors as to be trapped in thought. His ancestors had known the secret of the great time, which all white men have forgotten.
The Indian was photographed and televised until even the networks had enough of him, and Father OâConner remained there to see that the Indianâs meditation was not interrupted. The priest felt a great kinship with the Indian, but being a priest, he also knew how many had asked and how few had been answered.
By midnight the press had gone and even the few passers-by ignored the Indian. Father OâConner was amazed at how long he had remained there, motionless, in what is called the lotus position, but he had always heard that Indians were stoical and enduring of pain and desire and he supposed that this Indian was no different. The priest was gratified that the June night was so warm and pleasant; at least the Indian would not suffer from cold.
Before the priest fell asleep that night, he prayed that some sort of grace might be bestowed upon the Indian. What kind of grace he wasnât at all sure, nor was he ready to plead that the Indian should have a taste of Godâs time. The notion of Godâs time was just a bit terrifying to Father OâConner.
He slept well but not for long,
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