whom.
When the scandal broke in the press, everyone went looking for a scapegoat. The policeâs methods were exposed as risky and illegal, and everyone in the organisation hid behind someone else â except me, who had no one to hide behind. I was deemed to have had some kind of breakdown, and was kept under strict observation in Visby before being loaded onto a boat to the mainland under the supervision of two guards. One was called Tom, and when I asked him for a cigarette he looked at me as though Iâd asked to have a go on his Taser. I went to the toilet and locked myself in, and spent most of the crossing in there with my head in my hands, not knowing what might happen next. The boat rocked constantly, making me so seasick that I vomited, causing the two guards to smash down the door. They thought Iâd tried to kill myself. I was dragged off the boat and into an unmarked police car that took me to Sankt Göranâs hospital in Stockholm. I heard someone, perhaps a colleague, whisper in my ear that I wasnât to talk to anyone.
I got my own room. There were no curtains on the window, because they were worried that patients could use them to hang themselves. On a table next to me there was a plastic glass and matching plastic jug. The ceiling was white, like fresh snow.
Levin came to see me later that same afternoon, and looked regretful. He pulled a chair over to the bedside, put one leg over the other, and leant forward.
âHow are things, Leo?â
âTheyâve pumped me full of pills.â
âDo they make you feel better?â
âGood as new.â
He laughed.
âGood. Thatâs good.â
âWhat happened?â
âI was going to ask you the same thing.â
âThere were no weapons,â I mumbled. âJust toys and newspapers. I donât know which side started shooting, but once it started, it just carried on.â I hesitated and looked at Levin.
âI was down in the harbour the night before.â
âOkay?â
âLasker was there.â
Levin didnât react.
âHe told me to get out of there,â I went on. âThat something was wrong.â
âWhat did you say?â
âNothing.â My lips were dry, and I licked them with the tip of my tongue. âI thought heâd just got scared. But he probably knew something was going to go wrong.â
âOr not. Lasker was a paranoid bastard â you know that yourself. He might well have said the same thing even if everything had gone according to plan.â
âThatâs what Iâve been wondering. What was it that was supposed to happen?â
âYouâre wondering if someone set you up?â
âDid they?â
âNo.â
I looked at Levin and tried not to blink. When that failed, I looked the other way.
âWhy werenât there any weapons?â
âNo idea.â
âSomeone must know.â
âSomeone must. Someone always does. But I donât know who that might be.â
I didnât believe him, but I didnât know why. Something wasnât right. Everything went quiet. He looked at his watch and poured some water from the jug, then drank it, before filling the cup again and giving it to me. I shook my head.
âYou need to drink water.â
âIâm not thirsty.â
Levin pulled a notepad from his jacket pocket and wrote something, then pushed it over to me.
I think the room is bugged
I looked at him.
âNow you tell me?â
good theyâre getting your version
âWho are they?â
Levin didnât react. I leant back again, and sighed. The room tilted, and I felt drawn towards the window, but I was too tired to move.
They were worried that I might talk, I think, even though Iâd been told not to. Exactly who âtheyâ were remained a mystery. They were police â that much I did understand. In the circumstances, controlling the flow of
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